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Thursday, May 14
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I know I haven't been blogging for a long time.
Been really busy (or lazy) at times, and Beerfest did take up 5 days of my time where I worked super long hours with minimum sleep. 7am - 12nn was my regular sleeping time then.
Glad that's over, and then I gotta spend time with The Boyfriend. Since Beerfest coincided with his return from Taiwan, I already didn't get to spend time with him and he was on leave!
So I had to make up for lost time.
And then, I got really sick. I won't bother to elaborate on my illness, but those closer to me would know. It is really really scary and since February I have been battling with the viruses and bacteria. I wouldn't put details here and nobody would wanna know.
Anyhow, I will have to go for followups in half a years' time. I am hoping it is not cancer, although there is a high possibility. The pain and discomfort that I went through during the last checkup really scared me half to death and I walked out of the clinic with my legs weak and feeling like jelly.
I am still sick, because The Boyfriend got sick with flu and fever and cough, so he spread the viruses to me. But I adamantly would not allow it to blow up into a full blown flu, so I've been actively swallowing Panadols and antibiotics, together with the ton of medicine the doctors have been giving me.
Recently, I've been taking public transport and I realise that I cannot take it. I don't know if it is because I am sick, but I get woozy and dizzy when I take the bus. I know it is bus sickness but it has never been so bad before. Then I feel like vomiting. Then I feel faint.
Everyday I get 8 or 9 hours of sleep, but still I wake up with my head feeling like a ten-ton weight is on it, I wake up with aches everywhere all over my body and I am dizzy all day long. And everyday I am very tired all the time.
AND I have been getting many bouts of bronchitis attacks. I often have trouble breathing and a slight cough or sneeze would trigger off asthma. It is really bad but the good news out of all these illnesses is that I have finally quit smoking! I hope I will not have a relapse though.
And that is why I have not been blogging for so long. Maybe I am trying to find excuses but honestly, I no longer have the mood to blog.
The Boyfriend's birthday is coming and he has requested for a homecooked meal. Obviously, I am not exactly friends with the kitchen and if I could I wouldn't step in. I don't mind cooking a meal for him but it's not exactly easy when there is no place that we can eat in. It is not as if we have our own place where everything is convenient.
AND I suck at planning birthdays. So I shall try my best. Stress is mounting on my already weak body and delicate mind that often has headaches.
the angels they burn inside for us|12:02:00 PM|
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