Monday, November 29
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A Fateful Day.
Today is a fateful day. [as you can read from my composition title. however, this is not a composition. it is a blog of crap]
I wanna say 1st. Qing Hui's brother is Taufik's friend.
Relationship:
Me ---> Qing Hui ---> Brother ---> Taufik
And Qing Hui offered me ONE bloody ticket for the Live at Singapore Indoors right behind the judges!!!!!! Perfect spot can. Perfect. But its ONLY ONE!!! ONE bloody seat!!
How to go?!?!?! I AM SO QI GEK.
Next. Agnes says she might not be able to get the tickets from Florence because obviously a lot of people want it and ...obviously... i'm very very far away from Florence Lian. As in relationship. And Agnes' family wants too!!
Relationship:
Me ---> Agnes ---> Florence Lian ---> Tickets to see Singapore Idol Live!
u n d e r t h i s s e g m e n t . . . . . . . . . . . . .
there are many people fighting for it! [family of Agnes] [JC friends of Agnes] [other friends of Agnes namely myself and 9 Jie Mei]
Therefore, it is not very possible that I can go to the Live telecast of Singapore Idol and see Taufik Batisah WIN unless a very kind soul has tickets for the privileged me to go and watch.
today is a very "fateful" day, as I was typing.
There will be new grouping for future projects! I will be working with new people!
As fate would have it, I was put into my group of Arshad, Jia Li, Kevin, Eve, Rachel and myself.
I was scared stiff. Because... I am scared of Arshad. I don't know why. He just makes me scared. I think... it's the scary aura he gives me...the scary vibes. I was scared of him even before I helped him with last sem's Ovidia's Creativity ICA. But I still helped him best I could, and I wasn't that scared, cuz he wasn't talking to me directly, it was over MSN.
And Arshad knows that I'm scared of him. Because one day, a bimbo soul possessed me and made me do crazy things. Like add a testimonial for him and admit that I'm scared of him. And now he knows!!!
And he added a testimonial back for me and asked me why. I dont know how to add back [should i?] cuz i really dont know why.
So. And in my group got Kevin!!!
Whom I'm sure is a very nice chap, just that he almost scolded me. Almost. Last sem when he spilled coffee over himself before a presentation. My coffee. His presentation.
And... i did not have bad impression of Kevin before this. In fact we smiled at each other a few times. But ... I am highly guarded against people who dont seem to like me even the slightest bit, to the extent of me not liking them back, but only because i'm forced to due to insecure nature.
I think Kevin does not like me. And I am scared of him not liking me. So I try not to like him.
Anyway.
As fate would have it, the lecturers decided to reshuffle our groups, because ... i forgot why.
Anyway. After reshuffling, Rachel, Lihui and I got into the same group! Plus Jia Li i think and ... and... I forgot.
It is FATE. My oldies groupies!! We are fated to be togetherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ especially when Li Hui didn't have her name on the board at that time? And we were grouped into which number we were assigned? And we were group 4? and no matter where Li Hui wrote her name on the board she would still be 4 and not any other number?
BUT. As starcrossed lovers always have it, so do starcrossed partners. Tragedy struck and ... there was to be a reshuffling again. Because there were repeat members from last sem in the same groups.
We drew lots.
This time, it was for real. *ta da da DAaaaaaaaaa* [in damn low, depressing tones]
My new group is to be : Alex. Kelly. Hazel. Khairiyah. Me.
lovely.
Oh yeah, I was walking pass one lab this afternoon, and saw a quite slim Indian teacher clad in a black dress. She had written her name on the whiteboard in big font.
"Miss Kannan", it read.
"Miss Kannan!?!" I exclaimed.
My future group member, Alex, whom I didn't know would be my group member then, burst out laughing. "Why do you say her name like it's some kinda vulgarity?"
"Did I? I'm just reading it as I read it mah,"
After the one hour break, my new Integrated Projects teacher came in.
"Hello, is this is DA class? My name is Miss Kannan, and I will be teaching you Integrated Projects for this semester,"
the angels they burn inside for us|10:17:00 PM|
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once, quite long ago, i had a dream where a certain guy in SBM was my boyfriend. In my dream, he saved me from a horrible something, i forgot what.
anyway, the guy's face was very vivid in my dream, and I can identify him if I see him walking around. I dont understand how come his face is so vivid. However, I am not attracted to him when I see him. Because I do see him around.
in fact, i saw him just now.
maybe dreams are the opposite -- that guy is fated to be my enemy in real life.
or maybe I was fated to notice him from my dreams and he would be my life saviour or something? maybe I would fall tragically into huge debts and he would loan me cash to help me. Or maybe I would drown in a huge river with waterfalls and he would jump in and save me?
bah. anyway, i'm very sure it's him in my dreams. it's him it's him. But i do not know his name, neither do I know what course he is from, or have any inclination to know. LOL.
he was wearing a white polo shirt with a blue collar today when I walked past him.
it is fate appearing in ma dreams, man.
the angels they burn inside for us|10:56:00 AM|
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Sunday, November 28
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my migraine and fever are gone and I no longer feel weak.
went to eat at a Beef House opened by some HongKongers near Joo Chiat there with my family just now. I think the food there is simple but nice. Everything there is beef beef beef. Yumx.
After that...went to check out the dog carriers at the pet shop there..found some really nice ones, the cheapest was 50 SGD... Junior's birthday is coming next Sunday, maybe I will get some doggie treats for him but i think the carrier has to wait cuz... it's not the most important on my list now.
After that we went to Hougang Mall i think, where Mummy became the highest valued customer of Sasa of the day, or probably the week. She bought 190 SGD worth of Sasa products. The new Maybelline wonder powder for me and herself, and tons and tons of miniature perfumes, which I encouraged her to buy. Wonderful.
In return for being Sasa's highest valued customer [judging by the way the salesgirl fussed over her -- even gave her a chair to sit while she chose her miniature perfumes from the swivelling t hing], Sasa put all her purchases in this really really good quality, pink, PVC bag that is so nice of them LOL. Instead of the usual plasticky bag they normally use for small fry like me.
Then Daddy forced Araxes to bring me to Ice Lemon Tee because he said there are alot of caps there. So i chose and chose. I almost wanted to buy one very very hip hoppy one, abit like a skiiing cap kind...and also another black "J Lo" cap, as Syaz and Kk call it. Daddy wanted me to buy both. At 1st I ALMOST bought the hip hoppy ski cap but then he went, "you dont want this black one ah?"
And then, I was mao dun again! I looked back and forth at both hats.
My Dad tossed the black cap to me and said, "take this lah, my birthday present for you,"
aww so sweet. But the Guess? watch he bought was already a birthday present for me! And I didn't want him to spend such yuan wang money[2 caps 40 odd dollars, and i DO NOT need 2 more caps, plus the tons of caps i have at home], so i decided quickly on the black cap.
after that...Araxes bought a black bag which i plan on borrowing ASAP that's why i psychoed her to buy it, and Mum bought some tee shirts from Ice Lemon Tee. She could be a high valued customer in Ice Lemon Tee too because she spent 100 odd dollars there again. The last time I went to Ice Lemon Tee with my family they spent 100 odd dollars there on buying tee shirts for Claudia, who bought one tee shirt today.
Daddy was extremly happy because he managed to charm the bakery shop woman, and she let him have pastries one for one. In the end he got one whole big bag of pastries for only 5 dollars. LOL.
I think my dad looks like a big chocolate. Because he has put on weight and is as brown as dark chocolate. Or prolly normal chocolate.
Oh yes, and my migraine and fever are almost non existent!! hahaha, not that it's completely gone, but just that...
it's better! I do not feel weak anymore, nor dizzy, nor sharp pains in my bloody head!
The only medicine is, Retail Therapy. It works like magic!! And today's retail therapy rules because nothing was charged to my account! Everything was paid for by mummy.
And now, 10 more hours till I see Vevian Cheong's face again. 1st thing in the bloody morning is her face. and that Syazwan is enjoying himself in JB! I cannot believe he has excused himself from torture-in-the-morning that tooopid seishii.
the angels they burn inside for us|10:44:00 PM|
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Kelly has a boyfriend called Keith.
Agnes is so-called attached to that guy. shall i publish his name? O okie. Isaac.
Trudy found a boyfriend in Australia! He's a hongkonger called Gary.
Shihjie is on and off with Desmond, but we all know she has no lack of suitors.
Josy is with his new girl Jocelyn.
Lorenzo is kinda attached although he says he isn't.
Sharifah and Zul are kinda... electrified by each other. Attached lah.
i think Teresa is still attached too, but i'm not so sure, but i shal take it that she is.
Wendy is attached too! to her biker boyfriend whom I dont know his name.
Veralynn has Kian!
Alvin has Esther.
Siew Ping has Guan Da.
Augustine went with Vanessa shortly after the Sentosa trip.
Darren is attached to a girl whom I dont know the name.
Colleen has her guy, forgot his name too..
Eric has his girl.
Andrew found his love, Candice is it? I dont think so, but I forgot her name.
Fahmy has a Chinese girlfriend, and I think such relationships rock.
Kaidi should still be attached.
Khairiyah has an open relationship with her 2 year boyfriend.
People I don't know are attached. although it seems like there are very little people attached in the above but actually there are more. Lol. I am not filled with self pity because I love myself and that is more than enough.
Love can wait. Although the single life is def different from being attached, it is not any better or worse. But the singleton life is for me, although part of me IS yearning for a guy to fuss and spoil me.
ESPECIALLY NOW!!! when i am as sick as a thermometer filled with all kinds of germs.
Just a sweet guy who will tuck me into bed with a sweet, gentle smile....
ok i know i'm dreaming.
the angels they burn inside for us|2:02:00 AM|
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Saturday, November 27
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oh my god.. i feel weak and dizzy...like i have the fever symptoms -- weak muscles, weak everything, and an unclear head. i've been this way since last night. I tossed and turned in bed for more than an hour but couldnt get to sleep, so i took some sleeping pills prescribed by a doctor some months ago.
I still couldnt sleep but somehow the pill's effect took place and I fell asleep, but woke up feeling horrible. Weak like last night, dizzy like last night. I'm not hung over. I have a non existent fever taking place.
I shall try to recall yesterday's events and then tell a story.
I went to Plaza Sing to meet the Garlic Girls. Went early and met Yvonne 1st. In PS, i met alot of people. 1st person i met was Darryl, ma neighbour. He was with a girl at ... Yoshinoya? I think. The girl looked much older than him but I believe that they're the same age and dating. He waved to me and I noticed him and we talked.
Then i met Claudia, ma sister. She wanted me to pass her a huge packet of MnMs from the fridge. When I asked her where was she going later,she said, "home," then i was like, "why cant u eat ur MnMs at home muz make me bring all da way to PS, thawing in my bag!?!?"
Then i met Yvonne and her mum who was shopping for a jacket.
I saw a familiar face, but I just couldnt place where I'd seen him before. Suddenly, Agnes popped out from behind him and it immediately struck me that the good looking guy was Isaac. Hmm, even Yvonne said he's not bad. They were walking outta Asics.
After that, I met Shih Jie and 2 of her friends. She had cut her hair. She asked me if it were weird. If i said it were weird, it would mean saying my own hair was weird because the hairstyle was similar to mine. She said, "if got fate I will meet Agnes,"
Now i will tell a story.
Once upon a time, there were 3 princesses. Maxine, Yvonne and Veralynn. They lived in a not so faraway land called the Garlic Room. They were all Garlic Girls. They reside in a pink palace called MYVirginity. The name came about because, obviously, M stands for Maxine, Y stands for Yvonne and V stands for Veralynn. However, to let MYV stand alone as a name means nothing. Ingenius Maxine discussed with giggly Yvonne and decided to call it MYValley at 1st, but then decided that it sounded too "Sweet Valley-ish" and so changed it to MYVirginity.
The 3 princesses had a mission to do. But 1st, I shall introduce the people living in the Garlic Room. There are the princesses' bodyguards, Qing Hui and Teresa, and recently, Veralynn's personal bodyguard, Kian. There are the commoners too, Charlotte and Trudy, who decided to migrate back from Australia recently and claim permanent residence in the Garlic Room. There's also Lerrick, who has yet to gain permanent residency because she is often not free to make the arrangements. However, being Yvonne's sister, the princesses graciously allow her to reside in the Garlic Room without PR. Also, Wendy, who is a commoner resident of the gArlic Room. Then in MYVirginity resides chefs, called Tokyo and Ray.
Ok, on this fateful day, the princesses had a mission to do. The town of the Garlic Room, meaning all the Garlic Girls, were meeting for a dinner, to celebrate the return of Charlotte and Trudy. However, [it gets complicated] Charlotte and Trudy did not want the princesses and commoner Qing Hui and Teresa to find out about their early arrival. For they were scheduled to come back only this Saturday.
However, thanks to MYVirginity's undercover chefs Tokyo and Ray, who spotted Charlotte and Trudy roaming around the Garlic Restaurant, immediately informed princess Yvonne about it. Princess Yvonne called for an emergency meeting -- conference via Tokyo's free incoming phone line with Vera and Maxine.
They decided to surprise Charlotte and Trudy.
See, the original plan was to meet Chr and Tru on SUNDAY, since they were scheduled to come back on Saturday. But apparently, Char and tru conspired with Wendy to surprise the rest of the Garlic folk, by saying that Wendy had some problems and they gotta meet on Friday for dinner to discuss her "problems".
Knowing about their conspiracy on Thursday night, the princesses decided to conspire back.
So on Friday, Princess Vera and her personal bodyguard Kian was sent to the dinner table at the appointed time, 7pm. They were supposed to wait and inform Princesses Maxine and Yvonne when Char and Tru arrive, so they could sneak up behind them and surprise them.
Meanwhile, Princesses Yvonne and Maxine smsed Wendy to tell her they couldn make it. Yvonne said she 'quarrelled with her mother and cannot come outta the house,' while Maxine said she 'had a depressed friend and need to console her'
7pm came and went. By reports of Princess Vera, the table of 8 had only 3 people facing each other. Wendy, undercover Princess Vera and undercover bodyguard Kian.
Commoner Qing Hui came around 1930. By this time, Wendy was pissed off. She had a black face, according to Vera.
Meanwhile, Princesses Maxine and Yvonne were having a hard time. Their tako pachi had all been eaten up, milk teas drank, and they were hiding in the toilet. For 3 hours already!! Their only communication spy device were silver flip phones. One Samsung and one LG. All princesses should own silver flip phones. The only reason why Princess Vera owns a Nokia 6610 is because she is an undercover princess, so she must blend in with commoners. Bored, tired and sore legs, they wished Charlotte and Trudy would hurry up and appear so they could surprise them. However, that would never happen.
When they finally decided to go into Swensen's, Wendy was still having a black face. Yvonne then told her we already knew that Char and tru were coming and we wanted to surprise them. Wendy left the table to duno go where.
Princess Yvonne and Maxine were famished. They ate US Hot Dip fries and shared a Chocolate Peak or something. Fantalicious.
Finally, an sms was received saying that Charlotte and trudy had eaten and told us to meet them at Esplanade. everyone was very tired already. Qing Hui our bodyguard was laughing at Yvonne's face because she had a smear of chocolate on it.
Yvonne fired him and told him he could be my personal bodyguard. [with my other seishii in JB, this seishii can become full time already]
In the end, our Mission half failed.
because Char and Tru didn't know that we knew, but they also didn't appear for us to surprise them.
So, the Garlic Girls hung out at the Esplanade river. We visited our arch rival, the Garlic Restaurant. To check it out, so we can plan a big mission to bring it down. *evil laugh*
the angels they burn inside for us|3:22:00 PM|
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Friday, November 26
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Flirting 101 Advanced Tips.
Drop It! - This one is so old-fashioned, your mom probably used it. There's a reason it's a classic though - this flirting staple hardly ever fails! Walk past a guy you like, making eye contact with him and giving him a nice smile. Then just when you're passing him, drop something (a book, your bag, whatever). If he's at all interested in you, he'll bend down to help you pick it up- and voila! There's your opportunity to start chatting.
Princesa Maxine Mikaeleia : "lol. so damn obvious,"
Whisper - For advanced flirters, this is one of the all-time classic flirting tricks. When you're in a conversation with a guy, ask him if you can tell him a secret, then lean in to his ear and whisper a sincere compliment ("You have really good taste in clothes").
Princesa Maxine Mikaeleia : "i don't dare,"
Repeat His Name - Repeating a guy's name in conversation sends a message directly to his subconscious that you are interested in him. Don't go overboard ("Yes Billy, I agree, Billy, that the mall, Billy, is very fun, Billy!")!!! Saying his name a few times through the conversation is enough - and a very effective flirting technique.
Princesa Maxine Mikaeleia : "faint,"
Use the Over the Shoulder Look - If your crush is standing behind you, look over your shoulder- and smile at him. This flirtatious move is always a signal you are interested. (Trust us, he'll get the message!)
Princesa Maxine Mikaeleia : "yeah, and the girl should have long hair she can flip over the shoulder which emits Organics or Pantene or Herbal Essence or some lavender soap scent. zzzzzz,"
The Wink - At a party, in a group of people or even at school, look over at the guy you like, smile and give him a quick wink! Just be sure to follow the Primary Rule of Winking: W.O.O. ("Wink Only Once"). Winking once is a cute way to signal interest, and he'll go crazy wondering if you really did it - a good thing. But if you wink more than once, it looks like you got something stuck in your eye!
Princesa Maxine Mikaeleia : "LOL,"
>> there are more which i cannot be bothered to publish.
How to Hook Up with your Guy Friend
Give him a hint. When you and your crush/friend have five minutes alone, tell him you had a dream that you two were boyfriend and girlfriend. Say that the dream was really happy and felt so natural... and see what he says. If his reaction is negative (he says "as if" or "that's sick!"), then you know to back off. Save your pride - just laugh and say something like "I know, it was the stupidest dream!" But if he blushes, wants to hear more about the dream, laughs nervously or seems flattered by what you said, it's a sign he is open to the idea of dating you. In that case, say to him "maybe we should go on a date and see if I'm psychic or something." Hopefully, he'll say "great idea."
Princesa Maxine Mikaeleia : "wahahahaha... i simply cannot imagine. Great Idea??? of all the guy friends I know, i think the answer will be, 'siao ah,' wahahahaha... so lame. 'i dreamt of you last night, let's date.' wahahahahaha...."
Conversation Starters on a Date
Me: What do you think of (a teacher, a class)?
Him: i think she's fine.
Me: Who's your favorite teacher at our school?
Him: does it matter?
Me: What makes them your favorite?
Him: i said, does it matter??
What do you think of schools that make the students wear uniforms?
what's this, a debate?
What do you think our team's chances are this year? (football team, soccer team, swim team, etc.)
i don't play sports.
Do you do any after-school activities, like sports or clubs?
what are you, a stalker?
-embarrassed silence-
Prom seems to be a big deal at our school... do you think they're everything they are hyped to be?
why, are you hinting me to take you to the prom that is still another 2 odd years away??
-embarrassed silence-
Have you ever seen a TV show about high school that is anything like real life?
i hate TV shows other than National Geographic and Animal Planet.
What do you and your friends do to kick back after school?
we do our homework.
-finally, a proper answer-
Do you plan on going to college someday? Do you know what you want to study at college? What colleges would you apply to? Do you know anyone who's at college? What's it like?
shut up!! why do you keep interogating me?? this is supposed to be a dinner date, for christ's sake! stop talking and chew!!!
omg. what if the guy is like the above?? horror. fret not! I will not date such guys anyway. Losers with capital and bold "L".
More Questions! [yipee]
Me: Have you ever been here (the movie theatre, coffee shop or other setting the two of you are in) before?
Him: yes of course! it's my favourite hangout! I came here the last time with Suzy, you know, my ex stead?? yeah.. and I think Mary and I hung out here for hours, just staring into each other's eyes...and now, you! God, I must be blessed...
Me: (At the movies:) What do you think they put in that buttery topping anyway?
Him: mmm... i think it makes the popcorn more... you-know, buttery?
(At the movies:) So have you seen any other of (the movie's star) films?Which ones? Which ones did you like or not like?
er...of course! I like those that are not rated, you know, those B type of movies...those type they sell at pasar malam or some VCD DVD shop at HDB estates...I especially liked Pamela Anderson when she starred in that one, "Japanese Schoolgirl (not)"... you heard about it? Fantastic yea?????
(At a restaurant:) Your sandwich looks really good, what's in it?
you want a bite? actually...I don't share saliva..you know, what's with Herpes and AIDS and gonorrhea and syphillis and what not...
(At a coffee shop:) So what's the difference between cappuccino and frappuccino anyways?
you don't know???! oh my, what a bimbo. capuccino is...coffee, yeah, and frapuccino is coffee too! they're the same! ha ha, there's really no difference. really. ha ha. HA.
Hmmm. not any better. Such are the type of "jock" like material. Bimbas but too proud to admit their true identity.
More questions since I'm still bored and not sleepy yet.
Me: If you could hang out with any celebrity for a whole day, which famous person would you choose?
Him: of course, I'd choose you, my love. You're a celebrity in your own right! J Lo, Cameron D, oh, they're peanuts compared to you! My sweet, you're shining in your own bright pink halo, so sweet, so angelic, so detached from the materialistic outside world! Hanging out with YOU is a privilege, an honour!
If you knew you would be stranded on a desert island for a year, what three things would you bring with you?
I'd bring you, because you never fail to brighten up my life! Having you on that island would be eternal bliss for me...we could build sandcastles, watch the sun set and sun rise...catch fish in the river, and I'd pluck pink flowers to put in your glorious hair! we'd just have so much fun! -claps hands in excitement- oh, ok, and the next thing I'd bring is...-muses with finger on lips- possibly a water bottle, so that we could drink clean water from that bottle, don't you think? i seriously think we'd die drinking water from the sea! oh, and by the time we desalinate the water, which might not even be clean after our simple desalination, we would've died of thirst! but then, we'd have to plan our drinking times carefully then, a bottle wouldnt last long, sweetie. The third thing? well..i'll possibly bring my laptop, so that I can keep an eye on my NeoPet! you know, do you play?? yeah, those little cutsie things fall ill and can never be cured! We wouldn't want that, would you dearie?? I'm currently the richest man in the Neoworld! I have many many NPs, i shudder to think about it. Oh and ---- Maxine?? Maxine?!?! wake up!!
haix. such guys really do exist!! All kinds of people exist.
ok, more Great Ideas for Dates since i'm still awake and jumping.
Let's say you have found a person you would really like to go out with and you are ready to ask that person out on a date. You will immediately wonder, "What are we going to do on our date?" This question can be especially nerve-rattling on the first date, because you are trying to make a good first impression and you may not know what your crush likes to do. You definitely don't want to get stuck in one of those "What do you want to do?", "I don't know, what do you want to do?" conversations!
[hmm. i think i'd let the guy plan the 1st date since i am not one to initiate dates especially not NOW?!]
Go to a Movie -- bbbbbbbbborrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggggggg. But actually it's the most fool proof and most commonly used among all couples in Singapore. Unless she manages to spill coke down her blouse or he incessantly chatters on his handphone... the Boring one is the Best of All.
Go Out for Dinner -- It's a classic date, but it's not as foolproof as it sounds. First, there's the opportunity for spilling things and not knowing you have cheese stuck in your teeth. Also, dinner out means that you are going to have to think of something to talk about for an hour or two, which can seem like a looooong time if the conversation stalls. If you decide on dinner for a first date, take the pressure off by making it a double date with a friend and her boyfriend.
yeps!! or I can turn on my lame charm and tell lame jokes and laugh at my own jokes and since laughing is contagious he'll laugh too and we'll laugh like a buncha lamers and finally choke to death.
Go For a Dance -- Dances are great for getting close and cuddly with your crush, finding out if they have the same tastes in music and you, and hanging out in a sort of "clubby" environment. Plus, if things don't work out, you can join your friends at the other side of the room. Or you can just go in a group from the start.
siao ah. go clubbing on 1st date. like saying 'i wanna sleep with you,' and it's impossible to talk in a 'clubby' environment.
Sporty Dates for TWO:
Play tennis -- I am scared of flying balls!! ESPECIALLY tennis balls. so hard and yellow and furry and disgusting.
Go horse-back riding: Look in the local Yellow Pages to find stables that do trail rides.
got meh? i think zoo then have lor. PONIES.
Go rolling-blading: Rent blades if you don't have them and spend the day on a nice path... just be sure to wear your safety gear!
yay quite fun but'll get sweaty and all. not 1st date bah, maybe 50th date. LOL.
Nature walk: Check out the trails at local parks and bring along lunch in a backpack. Stop and have a picnic when you feel like a rest.
good for a guy who has TONS of general knowledge about nature...personally, i've always loved the idea of picnicking with a nice boy on the grass. LOL. beware mozzies.
Running/Jogging: If you both work out regularly, why not team up!
siao!! siao siao siao. ehh..actually can lah.
Charity Walks/Bike Rides: Lots of charities have charity walks or rides. You and your date can collect money together and then go on the walk together. You'll feel great about yourselves, and each other!
zzzzzzzzzzz.
CITY DATES: Go to the Museum: If you and your crush like this sort of thing, a museum can be a great place to go on a date.
hahahhahahahhaha. yeah.
Visit the Zoo: If your town has a zoo, it can be a really fun place to go on a date. Figure out which animal your crush reminds you of!
apparently, guys in Singapore think that zoos are a waste of money and smelly and hot and sweaty. and they dont wanna go WHEN I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!
Concerts: Besides blockbuster concert events, don't forget to check local listings for free or cheap summer concerts in your area, or see a local band at an all-ages show)
mmmm..not bad not bad.
Go to a Book/Poetry Reading: Bookstores and libraries often invite local authors in to do poetry or book-reading sessions. Check those places, or look in the newspaper, for times.
errh!~? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... poetrrrrrrrrrrrrry??? he read to me then good lah.
Star gazing: Get a book on constellations and invite your crush over for dinner at your house. After dinner, go outside and watch the stars and try to figure out where the contellations are. Romantic!
ya ya!! so romantic!! but must have a guy who is into such things. or we'll just stare at the sky like 2 idiots.
Amusement parks and water parks: These are great places for dates, because the wild activities get your adrenalin rushing and you feel adventurous. There are also lots of chances for grabbing your guy, on the water slide or in the haunted house!
ya ya!! so romantic!! later bikini drop off, trunks slide off, wah so eggciting. siao.
joking.
but actually really quite romantic lah. heeeeeee....
chey. no more crap to blog about already. I am really quite crappy. I shall go and sleep now.
the angels they burn inside for us|3:26:00 AM|
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Thursday, November 25
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i have just washed a clay pack mask off my face. feels refreshing.
Junior is lying next to me, sleeping on a chair I put him on. He is beginning to stick to me as I am beginning to stick to him. I realise that he's on my thoughts most of the time, and if i'm not with him, I will miss him a whole lot. I have never been so attached to any animal before. Not even the mexican long-haired chihuahua before Junior, who was grouchy when he turned 7human years old. He would bite anyone, snap at them, even me. But he ran away when I was in sec 1 or 2. His name was Speedy Gonzales.
When I was born, my life was already filled with animals. My parents had shifted from the kampung to a four room flat in serangoon, bringing with them the chickens, hamsters and stray dogs my mum had kept as pets.
My mum told me that she put the chickens in the kitchen, about 4 or 5 of them I think. And she had over 10 cages of hamsters. Because they breed and breed, and they're quite unstoppable. She also had 3 dogs, who were strays in her kampung, and she "adopted" them.
She said that they were allowed to roam around in the streets, but yet be able to come home to her. Their names were Peggy, Scooby and Dicky. [i think they're kinda stupid names] I can't remember having any of them in my old house, but they are pictures of me at a very young age posing with them. Of course they're dead now. They died of old age.
I simply cannot imagine 3 full grown dogs roaming in a 4 room flat. Plus chickens. and hamsters. and some fish.
I remember we used to have a huge huge tank of goldfish. They were really huge goldfish. But then I think they died.
That was about 15 years ago.
About 10 years ago, I remember having Speedy. He was the only pet back then I think, with some more goldfish but smaller ones in a smaller tank.
And then, we bought Peipei about 8 years ago. Speedy and Peipei lived in harmony. They mated and got stuck together, making alot of noise.
And then I remember we had some quails. We bought a pair of quails at first but then they died I cannot remember why. Then we bought another pair of quails. One of grey and one was white. The white one was called Lightning and the grey one was called Thunder.
I liked the quails alot. One day, the female one [i forgot which] laid eggs. There were 5 eggs. The cage stank so I decided to clean it out. I gingerly carried the birds and the eggs out. The birds roamed around on the kitchen floor. They were damn cute. Then, as I carried the 5 eggs and wanted to place it on the table, my very not accident-prone sister Claudia knocked me hard.
The eggs dropped.
There was some blood. I could see veins forming in the egg white.
I was devastated. I screamed at my sister damn loudly. She screamed back at me. My face became red [i know because i felt the heat]. I knocked her on her head. She screamed at me summore. My mother joined in the screaming fest and screaming at us to shut up. Araxes was looking on as usual. I cried because the eggs were so precious they could become tiny birds!
There was no egg left to hatch. All 5 were broken. The birdies had died a horrible death!!
=...(
Life went on for a short while. And then, the female bird was roaming around in the kitchen, my mum was talking to it. Suddenly, it flew outta the kitchen window!! It flew to the other block [we stayed on the 14th floor then] and landed on the roof!! we never thought that could be possible because it was quite a small bird and seldom took flight.
we tried whistling and whistling. Usually when we whistle the bird will come to us. But this time it didn't. It started raining. I know it sounds super drama but it started raining!! My heart broke once again.
The male bird was left in its cage without offspring nor wife. It died 2 days later.
I AM SO SAD!!!!!!!! I CAN REMEMBER MY QUAILS VERY WELL BECAUSE THEY"RE INTELLIGENT ANIMALS AND DAMN CUTE. I WANT A PAIR OF QUAILS FOR CHRISTMAS!!!
I want a pair of quails for christmas. Santa, did you hear me?
Back to my animal story.
And then, we reared some fish, but then the goldfish died, so my cousin decided to buy us a pair of guinea pigs. The 1st pair of guinea pigs were called Cookies and Creme. And it is spelt like that because at that time my sisters and I loved eating Hershey's Cookies and Cream chocolate. Not that we enjoy eating guinea pigs but. Anyway. And i feel that Creme is more high class than Cream.
By this time, we have 2 dogs, some fish, 2 guinea pigs.
Then we moved to my current house.
By this time Cracker was bought and the guinea pigs had reproduced to about 10 or so.
We also have a tortoise called Porpoise. Which is quite big and has a pig snout. It will bite and when it bites it is damn painful. It died. After a few months or a year I think.
Then, our guinea pigs had grown to 20 plus already, so my mother separated them into 2 huge cages but then the males began to fight with each other. Soon, most of them had bald patches of fur here and there and their eyeballs began to drop out. LOL.
We began to rear hamsters again. And their numbers multiplied and soon there were about 5 or 6 cages. We had to separate the hamsters because the males would fight. I remember my hamsters were named Hammie, Hamphie, Hamsie, Hamtaro, and one more Miss Ham I think. I cannot remember the rest of the names. Got one Black Bear hamster called Black Bear.
They all died too. And then I had Junior. Along with the fish tanks which also multiplied to 2 and one fish pond which my dad and mum rear dunno what kinda fish and koi. And then we had 2 gerbils called Cola and Coca. One brown and white. They died also because one of them jumped into the pond. The other one...got eaten by the dog is it? i forgot.
Junior was bought with my own money which took me a few months to return to my mum. He is so damn cute. My future plans for him is to buy more collars so that he will have a variety of "xing xiang" every time he go for walks. And also buy more shirts for him. Currently, he has one red kimono and one red and white "PE shirt" from his Dog University. He is a university graduate i tell you.
And also paint his nails once every 2 months or whenever I feel like painting. His favourite colour is red. LOL. My dad says he's a gay dog but I tell u he's not [even tho he has been spotted mating Cracker].
And then i'm going to buy a proper dog carrier to smuggle him in and outta MRT stations. so that the stupid guards wont catch me. And then... more doggie treats for him for Christmas. His birthday is on 5th December 2002. He's gonna be 2 soon!! OMGGG that's like next Sunday. wahahaha.
i'm mad.
yeah. i like it when the girls stop by
in the summer
do you remember
do you remember
when we met last summer.
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Wednesday, November 24
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stayed at home the whole day cuz i was kinda tired and lazy. and didn't wanna apply makeup nimore.
Mandy ah, that za bor, ask me go clubbing again at SOS. Felt kinda 50-50, cuz very lazy dont have IC and lazy to go borrow also...
actually more of 20-80. 80% dont feel like going.
so i slacked and rotted at home lor. my stupid nose stud dropped out. and i couldnt find it, so i used my old one. And it cannot be inserted it. I poked and poked for the whole day but still the thing cannot go in and the hole bled.
er, i know it sounds kinda disgusting.
finally, at 10pm, i tried again and this time the thing could go in successfully. LOL.
I dont care if it gets septic. Studs which cannot go into holes is very irritating.
I just wanna say, Junior is super adorable.
I love Junior. To the 110%.
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today i went shopping with ma sisters. As in, real-connected-by-blood sisters. -.-
The highlight of the day was that I shared an umbrella with a group of Malay guys at the junction of the road leading to cineleisure while waiting for the man to turn green.
Actually, 3 of them were huddling under the umbrella and my sisters and I were already half soaked. [from walking from the MRt station] and I seriously did not wanna get wet. Araxes wore her cap, and Claudia did not seem to mind walking in the rain.
There was a little space behind the 3 guys which had a little umbrella space. So i stood closer into the umbrella cuz i was cold and wet and i hate the feeling.
They began to notice my presence. They didn't seem to mind because they didn't move further in front, but smiled because after all it is quite stupid to be sharing an umbrella without permission in Singapore where people are cold.
I stood under the umbrella with them for a minute, shivering slightly. I dashed across the road to cineleisure with my sisters in tow and I overheard that the guys were going to Heerens to that was the end of my encounter with strangers in the rain.
I donated to charity. Because I donated SGD 2, I got a windmill. Claudia donated too. She chose the pack of bookmarks over the windmill. My windmill is red and silver. I forgot to ask the guy who gave me the windmill to blow it!! i believe that whenever someone gives you a windmill, that person [the giver] muz blow on it, so the windmill will give you good luck!!
blowing on a windmill by the windmill giver will give the receiver of the windmill good luck for as long as the windmill can generate wind.
-Princesa Maxine Mikaeleia Ang Qian Ting
However, when I went out to find the guy again, he wasn't there anymore.
The purpose of going out today was to shop for my mum's prezzie. Her birthday is on 25th November.
We went to United Square to buy a crystal that she loves to hang at our balcony. It's quite pretty and cheap. 40 plus only, and we shared among the 3 of us. It will add to her collection of the crystals hanging there already.
We went to cine to watch Sharks' Tale, which i was not looking forward to because I heard it was boring and no storyline. I would say the storyline is weak. But no worries, cuz the tickets are free anyway!! haaaa... got free movie vouchers from Katrina.
Then I got my mum an individual present from me, a g-string from Fling. Heerens. I love the G-strings there!! Quite cheap, and the designs are damn nice. The material is very soft to the touch and the designs are unique. I got my mum a asexy black and peach one. With dainty ribbons at the side. What's more, the packaging is nice! Black and pink, my fav colour combi.
Araxes got mum a cushion in the shape of a sperm. It's damn cute!! I think my mum would like it. She bought the black one, the sperm has only one eye!! hahaha so cute, and even got braces.
I wanted to get my mum a Coca Cola clock to add to her collection, but then I decided not to "song zhong" and it's her birthday summore. But the clock is really nice.
Claudia couldnt find anything to get. So she's going to bake a cake for my mum, which I will prolly help her with tomorrow. I love baking.
Sometimes.
We walked around till about 9 plus and went home by cab. lazy to take MRT. And I saw the Levi's guy still working in his store. And he was staring at me. OH NO i think he recognises me. [Garlic Girls help]
Yvonne bought me a pretty pretty pouch from genting!!
the lighter pink pouch is the one that Yvonne is going to give me. IT IS SO NICE.
She's so sweet. She said there's a shop there that sells all pink stuff, and so she got the pouch for me! Feel so honoured, cuz she only bought for me and not the rest of Garlic Girls =X wahahaha.
I do not feel used to my friends buying stuff for me, cuz in all my circle of friends, they seldom do. Besides birthdays and stuff of cuz... lolx.
I hereby bestow the Sweetest Sister of Garlic upon Yvonne.
LOL.
LOL.
Happy Birthday Syazwan.
wahahaha my computer has 1144 tracking programs and viruses, and one Trojan.Horse virus. I am just so happy.
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Tuesday, November 23
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I wanna declare that i now officially hate S.H.E and Jolin Tsai and BOA and all the sickening act cute singers who deserve to be extinct.
Nowadays, Channel 8 keeps on playing and playing the Jolin Tsai concert thingy, so yucky!! Like, she's so old already can. Her songs are all the same. Face also same, so sian of it.
SHE is WORSE. Act cute like HELL, dont have that strong voices, and cannot realli dance anyway. And they're not that pretty either.
I AM SO SICK OF ACT CUTE SINGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO typically... act can. Act shu nu, act gentle, act CUTE!!!
ESPECIALLY WANG XIN LING or whatever. I seriously cannot stand her. She and her act cute dancing and voice. oh my GOD!! makes me wanna PUKE. And her sickening face is forever the same, pouty, gek the eyes big big... oh faint.
and the guy i cannot stand is Xie Shao Guang cuz he keeps uttering in singlish in the 7pm show. The scriptwriter sucks.
okok. I think the above mentioned [apart from Xie Shao Guang] has quite a number of fans and they would be pretty annoyed to read it. But I seriously dont care. I am in PMS mode and feel like having a bitch fest because I am so happyyyyyy!!!!
Haa.
Who cares. it dont make sense.
Alright, about my day.
I went to watch SAW with Syazwan and Kk today, I was one hour late, because I woke up at 1130 when I was supposed to meet them at 12. As usual, Syaz knew I was going to be late so they went to eat lunch 1st.
In the end, we couldnt make it for Shutter so we watched SAW.
WHICH I LOVE IMMENSELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is SUCH a clever show. I LOVE THIS TYPE OF SHOW can!??!?!? It makes me think, stay in suspense, thrill me to the bone....the effects are damn cool, and somehow, it reminds me of the games Crimson/Veridian Room. DAMNNNNNNNNNN nice.
Quite scary and gross also, but being a major sadist, I happen to LOVE gross shows!! Lotsa blood, gore, and scattered insides.
hahaha. Although I feel kinda weak when the insides are dug out in certain shows, I somehow feel a certain pleasure wahahahhahahaha... I am a sadist.
That is why I have no prince!
Anyway. EVERYONE should watch SAW. It has a clever plot, twisted storyline but LOUSY ending. REALLY lousy. Really really lousy. But the lousy ending is only like, 1 minute, but for the other 80 minutes or so it was damnnnn worth it!!
woo hoo.
Next up on the list I wanna watch Shutter and the Incredibles and Ocean's Twelve...
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Monday, November 22
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i will start off with a corny face of dad's. coming right atcha!! ~boo~ 
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mummy is attacking daddy with ultimate force!!
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mummy trying ta act sexy and coy here, lickin birthday cake off her fingers!! OMG.
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me and ma mum.
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stony.
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From left to right: Appollonia, Me, Mandy, Rachel and Delano [hes the only evil one cuz he's the only one with red eyes].
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this was taken at the pub during my um's surprise party. and now for some more recent pics at Clarke/Boat Quay.
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nice family portrait, just that the above 2 are not our parents. after dinner, while walking past all the pubs at Boat Quay, a guy outside tried to pick me up twice. the 1st time he was touting and told me it was ladies night for his pub and there was free flow for ladies. the 2nd time while i was going home he asked me what was my name and introduced himself as....ARSHAD. and a butch attempted to talk to me by pretending to steal my Coffee Bean hot tea from me while i was walking past. =S
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i love this pic too tho i look like a wayang singer. see i love my clappers too! purposely got the pink one, and the guy at the booth smiled and laughed at me. =S
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haaa i love this pic cuz it makes me look thinner than usual!! wahahahahaha...see my Gloomy decided to come out and hang with me. there he is, hanging.
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my cousin Roger's wife, Katrina. she had the moles on her face removed using laser, and still undergoing surgery. not bad quite cheap 300 only. but i feel grossed out whenever i think of the hole at the side of her face where the mole has been removed. it's REALLY a hole!!!! REALLY REALLY a hole. 1cm deep and wide. eeeeeeeeeeek...
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ma sister and Tom went on the Bungee!! OMGGGGGG so scaree. will try it with friends. or boyfriend. then i'll squeeze his hand like siao.
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and that's me with the mask. hurrr...nice background view.
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here's me an ma cousin! lolll i love the mask. gonna hang it in ma room! waiting for the show to start.
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Sunday, November 21
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whoa.seriously this whole week has been madness.
didn't get a chance to blog till now. I didn't sleep 2 nights ago, cuz my dad threw a surprise party for my mum at a pub in serangoon gardens. told me to invite Agnes Mandy and Shihjie but Agnes didnt wana come to Rachel came instead lol. Lotsa ppl were there.
we drank some vodka lime, a whole bottle i think. I love vodka. I think Jack Daniels is quite not bad too. Took a sip outta Lorenzo's glass. We just sat around and played cards, daidee, blackjack... Oh, Eddy came too.Attempted to teach us some drinking games but was too complicated and we were quite stoned anyway.
Stella taught me how to play daidee again. I seem to keep losing my memory when it comes to gambling. Haa.. i'm so guai.
Let me recall who came that day:
Aunt Meeta, her 3 kids, Lorenzo, Delano and Appollonia. I finally realised after like, 10 years, that Delano is actually older than Appllonia!! They're twins and i thought Apple was older than Del.
some of dad's friends namely Pui, Billy, and one old man i dunno who.
Chrishirl and Edmund and Katrina and Roger...
Stella and Tom, obviously, since they're staying in my house and in my ROOM!!!
Mandy Rachel Shihjie...
Suresh, dad's godson
My sisters, like duh.
Oh and Uncle Kow. aka Uncle Barney. and now he looks like pHua Chu Kang.
Bleah. we left the pub at around 2:30am, 1.5 hours after it closed.
Took some pics, but i havent uploaded them...
the girls came to my house to sleep, and since i have no room, we slacked in the living room but all of us were cold [from the rain] and stoned [from the alcohol]
SJ left around 5 plus. the rest left around 8 plus.
We didn't sleep much at ALL. around 9am, i left to take the laptop from Rachel and met Kk, who came to my house to edit. I really dunno what to do if not for ppl who're free to edit. It's like, the last day of editing already and our Miss Editor Rachel is not free LOL.
I hadnt slept a wink the night before and was in a grouchy and stoned mood. We spent the entire day editing. Then Kk left cuz he had a dinner, and I thought we were done. But apprently, the film could not be exported properly to tape!!
In the end at 9pm in the night Syaz came to my house to figure out how to do the stuff. And the video cam was due back at Canon by 9pm!! I was in a panic attack.
How come is it that the people involved in this project do not seem to be free always ??
Luckily, there was still Chin Teck who lives near Bugis, and she went down to Canon to help me extend the rental.
But need to pay 50 dollars more and she didn't have the money so I asked her to plead with the Canon people. and in the background I heard, "TOMORROW YOU BETTER BRING THE VIDEO CAMERA HERE BY 2PM SHARP OR I WILL SEND POLICE TO YOUR DOORSTEP"
SO scared. Really.
By the time we exported the film successfully, it was close to 11pm. And i still had to send the laptop back to Rachel cuz i was lacking of sleep and didn't wanna wake up goddamn early tml just for a laptop!!
Syaz and I took a cab down to her house and he sent me back here before taking the same cab back home.
And he'd get the camera to Canon tml by 2, thank god.
He told me to sleep long long and don't wake up until my prince comes to kiss me.
I guess he means he'd love to see me dead, cuz obviously i have no prince.
And I slept all the way till 3pm today. hAaaaaaa and awoke with a headache.
My continuous days and nights started Last Sunday, when I went to Agnes house to ton.
Sunday to Monday: never sleep, went to film last scene of film
Monday to Tuesday, slept very little, cuz Tuesday MORNING went to meet Syaz they all to edit.
Tuesday to Wednesday: had a good sleep.
Wednesday to Thursday: went Devil's Bar, never sleep again.
Thursday to Friday: Went to Syaz's Hari Raya party and stoned, came home and slept 4 hours.
Friday to Saturday: Edited at school I THINK. I cant remember.Then got that party at pub, never sleep.
Saturday to Sunday: slept for 13 hours or so, for my whole week of virtual unrest.
AND NOW i'm going to Clarke Quay to see Buskers!! I LOVE BUSKERS!!!!
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Thursday, November 18
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Basically, clubbing is about drink drink drink, dance dance dance and get picked up only.
Clubbing for me, is just a social activity which i will never initiate. Actually, I do not initiate social activities. I just go along when my friends organise them. Bleah.
So anyway, Mandy asked us to go clubbing at China Black on the night we tonned at Agnes's house. We were kinda skeptical about it but she was so enthu so yesterday, Shihjie Agnes and Mandy came ova to my house to find stuff to wear and get their makeup done.
[come to think about it, how come they come to MY house? mmm.. do i like, rank amongst my friends as one who has lotsa skimpy clothes and makeup? LOL. Seriously i think so. I think my friends associate me with all things skimpy, laughy, makeupy, crazy and whatever.]
We left my house around 9 plus. Slacked around until 11 plus while waiting for Shihjie's friend to arrive to bring us into Devils Bar. Cuz the queue at China Black was so freaking long and didn't think we could get in anyway. Not enough ICs.
We din wanna go into Devils Bar cuz it's like for the oldies? lol. In the end Timothy [who came along by mistake] got his friend who knows the manager to bring us in.
Speaking of Timothy, we were all disgusted by his behaviour. He behaved like a tiko. I mean if he wants to pick up girls that's totally fine [he only managed to pick up one] but he had his arms all over us! while dancing. Not in an extremely obscene manner but it was enough to turn us off him. I mean..we were acquaintances since secondary school, not exactly CLOSE friends and it's like the moment he stepped onto the dance floor it was touch here touch there. I mean, if he were my very very close guy buddy i wouldnt mind having his paws all over me in a friendly way but for Timothy, it was as good as having a stranger claw me.
We all tried our best to dance away from him.
At the other end of the stick lies Shihjie's friend, Eddy. HE IS A BIG GENTLEMAN. I HAVE LOTS OF PRAISES FOR HIM.
Despite knowing Shihjie only for a few days, he treated all of us damn nicely. He treated us to drinks, even specially ordered some light snacks for us even when we were not that hungry. He brought us to the toilet, waited outside, carried Shihjie's bag while she went dancing, protected us from a sexually deprived maniac on the dance floor....
That sexually deprived guy in a black shirt was trying to rub himself up against us with a damn se face. Shihjie's friend, called Eddy, was like so protective and nice. I used him as my shield. LOL. And there were 2 other guys who came with him, Clarence and Thomas I THINK. They were dancing with us too and protecting us in a way bah. That Clarence is DAMN cute. He resembles Sylvester Sim BUT IS MUCH CUTER. Keeps to himself, quiet quiet one... mmmm.
There was this exotic looking woman, prolly a malay or some brazillian mix...she smiled at me and i smiled back. Then she said into my ear cuz the music was damn loud, "You are very pretty," I went like, "thanx," and she held my arm. weird right. But she herself was very...exotic and pretty in a way... those mixed way. HA HA HA. at least she gave me a compliment. And she didn't seem drunk!
Met some Malaysians whom at first I thought was quite cute but then later got a totally different impression. cuz they behave weirdly. I told Mandy, "if a Malay guy come ask for my number I surely will think that my fate has changed,"
She said, "what if he's ugly? what if he's fat?"
Such a realist. LOL.
We hung around until around 5am, then left. Agnes wanted to take the 1st bus home, so we slacked around stonily till 6am. Ths time I didn't get as high as the last time with Garlic Girls, cuz the drinks there that they ordered wasn't that nice. And the music was repetitive, not nice also. Don't understand how come Eddy they all said Devils Bar is one of the top clubs in Singapore. hmmx.
i was so tired. My hair smelt of smoke and felt greasy, my face had a film of oil on it, and basically i was uncomfortable. But I couldnt be bothered to bathe. Just removed the irritating make up and went to sleep on my sister's bed. Agnes slept on Araxes's bed. My cousins were in my room mah. We went to bed around 7am.
Suposed to wake up at 10am but somehow I couldnt hear my pphone alarm and when Agnes poked me real hard at 1110am I realised that both of us were damn late for our appointments. Was supposed to go Syaz's house for the Hari Raya party and Agnes had a job interview. BLEAHHHHHHHH.
In the end Agnes din bathe. I got ready while she slept some more. Took cab to Katong there where i dropped her off and then I went to the party in a half awakened state.
felt like sleeping!!!!
but the Mee Rebus and some snacks I ate were delicious. The snacks were crumby and I kept spilling it on Syaz's floor. Met his brother, so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG. so chubby and cute with big eyes.
Took a photo with his bro. He was so shyyyy.
He's 4, if any toots wanna say i'm boy-crazy again.
I came home and wanted to cut my hair, but the hairdresser was off. Tellya, he's damn good. As good as those Kimage lah, Jean Yip lah, whatever. In fact, I don't think Jean Yip is good lor. Bluff money only.
So i came home to sleep. for 4 hours, till i awoke with a jerk and realised that I was late to watch SI for half an hour. I rushed to the living room in time to see Taufik sing. He's getting better and better can.
I think I'm having this sniffy cold everytime Idon't get enough sleep. I was already not having enough sleep when I tonned at Agnes house.
wherever there are cheese there are rats;
wherever there are rats there are cats
wherever there are cats there are dogs;
if you got the dogs you got bitches
bitches always out to put your paws on your riches;
if you got riches you got glitches.
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Wednesday, November 17
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i am so so so tired now.
have not finished editing!! grrrrrz. how huh.
3 more scenes, plus special effects, plus soundtrack, plus output. plus thursday and friday not really free.
I DONT HAVE IC TO GO CLUBBING AT CHINA BLACK TML!!!!
Btw, the show at 9pm, the Champions, tells me that I must go for the guy I like the moment he's there!! Or else, will lose him to someone else. However, for me to do that, must gif me a guy first right? faint.
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Tuesday, November 16
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trying to be abstract... not quite.
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teresa and me... such a nice pic right?
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Monday, November 15
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ANOTHER long long day for me. Seems like my days and nights these past few days have been growing longer and longer. But it's totally ok. Hanging out and chilling with my friends is what I love to do most.
Made my way to parkway parade to meet Agnes. Decided not to eat dinner after checknig out the crowded food court. no place to hang so went to Starbucks Coffee to sit, where Rachel pretended to drink a Starbucks drink which was actually a one dollar pao pao cha~
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This super ugly pic.
Went to VideoEzy in parkway to rent some VCDs. I lost my Serangoon Garden branch VideoEzy card!! I can't believe it. Where the hell did i put it?!?! I cant have lost it de lor.
Anyway we rented Final Destination 2, Dead End and Into the Mirror. LOLLL.
We ended up playing some mahjong, where I regained my memory from 3 years ago in Sec 2, when i first played mahjong, then totally forgot how to play it. I think it's such a fun game. No wonder they're addicted at one point of time. But then I didn't win cuz i'm still an amateur LOLLL.
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we were kinda bo liao so posed with the xiao ding dang and whatever cartoon.
bleahhhh. talked some, laughed lots, screamed lots... Mandy was kinda high and in a half drunken state when she appeared around one plus. Was drinking with her JC frens at a party. She puked like 2wice and her face was totally red.
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I am so so sleepy.
After leaving Agnes's house Mandy Rachel and me went back to parkway to eat some kinda lunch which happened to be my dinner and only meal of the day which is good. I ate mince meat noodles that was quite nice altho a stupid woman cut my queue.
Then i went to meet those people to fil the LAST scene of the whole stupid short film which is getting on my nerves. Kk said the poster got wet. LOL. But i expected some kinda unexpected thing to pop out and ruin our plans, as always, everytime we meet.
This time, we couldnt even get into NYP!!! cuz Darren, and my 2 sisters are not students of NYP so we all cant go in. [my sisters were there to help us film cuz Syaz, yiting, alex nor eve could make it]
In the end Kk and Rachel [who was in NYP and we were on the other side of the gates] talked to the guards thru the intercom. They could see us thru a camera poised above our heads. LOL.
We hung around outside the gates looking dejected and pissed. They gave in!! LOL.
"make sure you all just film outside the auditorium and dont go anywhere else ah!!"
Rachel went, "okok, thank you!!"..... "how to go in??"
"push the gate lah!!!" the guard sounded to pissed.
But we hecked and waved and them thru the cam anyway. LOL.
so tired. slept at 8am this morning and had a choppy rest. awoke at 12 plus in Agnes's house. bleah. ......... i feel feverish.
the angels they burn inside for us|10:02:00 PM|
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*this was meant to be posted on november 13th, but i had to host the images 1st.*
Today was an eventful day.
I was an hour late to meet Syaz and Kk and Yiting. But then, even if I went erarly and sacrificed half an hour of my sleep, I would only be slacking in Plaza Singapura, cuz the show only started at 1150am and they wanna meet at 10am LOL.
We went to watch The Forgotten. A must watch. But, I shall spoil the show now, by saying that the presence of aliens or the supernatural is not very realistic, and spoils the whole show. I mean, The Forgotten is under one of my favourite genres, the "thinking" genre. But then, the whole supernatural came about, sucked humans into the sky....OMG. And I also wanna bitch about the trailers. This kinda "thinking" show is supposed to be mysterious.
But the trailers spoil most of the exciting parts!! Like when the lead actress that woman was whispering into the ear of that guy, there was a huge explosion. Kinda shocking, but if only the trailers didn't show it, then I wouldve gotten more adrenalin rush. Only ONE shocking scene was not shown in the trailers.
Anyway, after that four outta five rating show, we discussed about the lost cockroaches. WE NEED A FAKE COCKROACH. The 2 cockroaches alex bought were misplaced!! NOBODY has it. It is SO weird. TWO cockroaches can get missing!! Ok fine, we left one cockroach at the place where we shot the cockroach scene, but then what about the other cockroach!! grrr. If no cockroach must use lizard liao lor. sigh. No more xiao qiang then.
Syazwan was nice. Cuz i had a few hours to spare before meeting the Garlic Girls, so he hung out with me. We went in search of a cockroach but couldnt find one. I CANT believe finding a cockroach is so hard. Then we went to Macdonalds cuz I was feeling faint and ate an Apple Pie. He couldnt eat cuz he was fasting, but nevermind, one more day to go. LOL.
While walking around, I bought a pink gloomy bear!! It is so cute. I am going to hang it on my bag.
He left around 3:30 cuz I didn't want him to be late for his renewing passport appointment.
I hung around. Went window shopping. Then went to hang in Times. Read a book about dogs. Then went to City hall to meet Yvonne.
I tell ya, she bought a pair of shoes from NoDa. not very big news, but just wanted to tell ya. =X
The others came. Wendy couldnt make it dunno why, she keeps to herself most of the time now. So sad.
We went shopping, with Qing Hui and Teresa as our bodyguards! Yvonne, Veralynn and me went into shops, they just stood outside and talked! Somemore both wearing black, very pei to be bodyguards. I bought the cap I have been searching for! Khaki, perfect size, perfect shape, and perfect cost! $16.90 from SENSE.
taken at the fountain of wealth, of course taken by Qing Hui lah. was carrying our shopping bags and cameras LOL.
the 3 girls of the same age. Our boydguards Teresa and Qing Hui were helping us snap pictures~
dunno what's wrong with me. kept laughing. but it really shoouldnt come as a surprise.
Lalala. Qing Hui felt kinda left out, cuz as usual, we kept suaning him. And bullying him. In the end, me and Yvonne chucked out shopping bags with him. He was too happy to carry it for us. Hor Yvonne?
I think I've found the 2nd seishii!! *bestows the prestigious title of seishii upon Huang Qing Hui* for carrying shopping bags.
2 down, 5 more seishiis to find.
we walked all the way to Esplanade, and had dinner in Al Dente. Qing Hui proved his worth of a seishii by cutting up our hawaiian pizza, corn fed chicken and lagsane. He's good! And this seishii even comes with serving functions! Cool.
*btw, Qing Hui still doesnt know that he's a seishii. I'm finding a way to break it to him*
An abstract pic, taken by the pro shaky hands of Qing Hui...
We laughed and laughed. I totally embarrassed myself in Al Dente. We were sitting at the rooftop, enjoying the view and some noisy-at-first-but-we-got-used-to-it-Malay-or-Indian music at the bottom, I think they were buskers performing? But i think buskers are only ang mohs right. Ah dunno. So anyway, a waiter served us our pizza.
After he put down the plate, he said, "So, is there anything that I can help you with?" with a smile. I was impressed. I am a sucker for good, impeccable service. He turned and walked away, and I went, "SO POLITE!!" really loudly. The thing was, he was only walking to help Qinghui clear some plates, which was just a little next to me, still at our table. I WAS SO EMBARRASSED THAT HE HEARD ME PRAISING HIM. I mean, it mite not seem much now. But it was kinda an embarrassing situation.
And i thought that waiter looked kinda cute. In the dark.
I dared not look at him anymore.
good seishii.
Colours by the bay has changed. Garlic menu, staff, supervisor, chefs...even Al Dente's staff...Thai Express's staff too... so sad. So so so very sad. nevermind, at least Chris is still cooking at Thai Express..Jonathan is still working at Al dente...but only till next month!! OMG everyone is quitting. That place is a jinxy place. Teresa is quitting Garlic too.
Jonathan isthe wonderful chef!~ lolx.
the whole group of us... extreme left is Lerrick. Yvonne's sister, potential new member of Garlic Girls..making it 9 members!
Popped by Garlic Restaurant to snap some pics with Ray the chef, who is also leaving cuz his visa expired and for some reason, cannot be renewed. LOL.'
anyway, after our dinner at Al Dente, we proceeded to Outback Steak House at Millenia Walk. Wah, that place serves humongous portions of food!! We ordered cheese fries, calamari [again] and some beer and iced tea.
Took pictures with the Kangaroo, Kiwi bird, and in the bar! I think the supervisor was kinda nice, he gave us free dunno what bread that was damn nice, and one free appetizer. And even let us go into the bar where the cash register was to take pictures!
*ta da* kangaroo shot~
We of course, couldnt miss out our toilet shot. which i insist is a must for every girly outing, even tho Qing Hui is a guy and Lerrick [Yvonne's sister] is half half.
We were laughing away and being zi lian in the toilet and everywhere. Dunno why whenever Is tart giggling everyone will giggle along.
toilet shot! using timer.
And I was kinda honoured, cuz Yvonne said, "at first i didn't like pink one, just after I know you then I started liking pink."
and
"after I know you ah, then I became so self-obsessed know,"
That Julian also, became self-obsessed.
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. I am...Miss Trendsetter. =X *pengx* BHB.
ahs, my good seishii who doesnt know he's my seishii walked me to the bustop cuz we were taking buses from the same bus stop, the others went to take MRt.He said he was lonely. I told him to go Geylang. LOL.
The roachie prob is not solved.
=parting shot!=
the angels they burn inside for us|1:57:00 AM|
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Sunday, November 14
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Today was ANOTHER long day. I just came back from some pub in East Coast with my family. The pub was damn nice and lotsa ambience. Before i get to that.
Today was another wasted day. Awoke damn freaking early at 7:20am, and went to meet the usual people at City Hall. I was stoned. When I reached there, my eyes were still swollen and red I dunno why, I didn't cry, and they immediately asked me what's wrong. Yiting helped me carry Rachel's laptop! LOL. It was DAMN heavy, thank god for her~ *muackieX*
So, they broke the ugly news that Darren couldnt make it till 3pm. Fine. We attempted to edit some stuff, but to no avail. In the end, we slacked around for SIX hours in sun tec. I was spotted by Fahmy when I was sitting at Pacific Coffee editing. I think one of the part timers working at PAcific Coffee deserves commendation, because he allowed us to use the power point!
But when his stupid manager saw us plugging in stuff, she banned us from using it. And the guy just gave us an apologetic smile. Kinda cute. As in, small boy cute.
WE SLACKED AROUND FOR 6 FREAKING HOURS.
I could've slept! I could've watched Meteor Garden!!! freak.
Not only that lor.
When we finally COULD film, we went down to Esplanade that frigging BRIDGE again.
and realised that the video camera suddenly spoilt!!!
What luck. I was DAMN depressed. Cuz cannot film liao. almost wanted to cry. Today was supposed to be our last filming day, then we gotta rush editing. But apparently, we cant cant cant cant cant.
Cuz we still have a SUPER long scene that has not been filmed.
Anyway, I decided to call the Canon to lend us some cameras. Mr Wallace was damn vague in telling us the directions to his office and we had to call him at least 4 times.
When we finally found it, it was raining. There was only Rachel and I who took a cab to the office next to Bugis Junction. There was a sliding orange gate in front of the office building, but we thought it was locked, so we walked around the whole building in the rain looking for an entrance.
To no avail.
And finally, Rachel called Mr Wallace once more. He said, "just slide open the orange gate,"
I could've fainted. I think Syaz would've liked to film that stupid scene. Like two bakas or bimbos running around looking for the entrance when it was just right in front of them. BLEAH.
We managed to wrap up the 2nd last ending scene in HALF AN HOUR.
By that time, it was already 6 plus. NINE hours or a half an hour scene. really really waste of time. I really wish there wasn't any more commitments for the actors and actresses. So they can concentrate on finishing this thing.
Anyway. When I reached home, I wanted to sleep, but apparently my father wanted to drag us t osome pub in East Coast road to listen to guitar music!
So i went. Ihad some vodka.
Guess who I saw?
Beverly.
The one from final 12 in Singapore Idols.
She sings really well lor. haix. just that people dont like her image back then. BUt i think she's a damn nice person. Smiled at me and all, and we had a small chat.
And my crazy father, was cheering and clapping for his friend who was singing and playing the guitar. SO SIA SUAY can. he's like, spoiling the song. and the WHOLE PUB can hear him. the whole pub is damn damn big. I wanted to crawl into a hole.
And my beloved father put on a stupid slang while talking to his new found friend. And fake laughter. OMG. I feel that he treats his friends [esp new found ones] with an over bearing enthusiasm that might be too much for some to bear.
In the end my sisters and I left the pub and went to play from photo finding game outside.
I embarrassed myself in front of Berverly. My mother had called me and asked us to go back in cuz we were leaving. and I went kinda loudly, "Oh, Mummy says we hafta go back, let's go back and listen to Berverly Morriata sing," and Berverly walked out of the frigging toilet. At that very moment. Which was right next to me.
I felt like fainting. But i recovered and said hi and had a small chat with her and hoped like hell she didn't hear.
And on our way back, a stupid taxi swerved into our way. My father chased the taxi with dangerous braking style. My mother tried to warn him but he did not listen. Scorpios are DAMN stubborn people. They do not listen!!!
At the red light, my dad got outta his car. I was so scared he was gonna fight with the taxi driver.
But then he came back. Before the lights turned green! My mum asked him what he told the driver. He said in Hokkien, "I told him, how can he swerve into the lane like that! I'm driving kids, what if something happens? I told him that if he not happy can pull over and talk, then he kept quiet. 1897, i will remember ok,"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Comfort Cab, number 1897, I cant remember the letters cuz i'm SUPER tired now, has a mad ass driver as it's owner, so do not board the above named cab for thy/thou/whatever's own safety!!!!!!!!!!!
If the numbers are slightly rearranged, it makes out, 1987! The year I was born. Maybe it's some kinda sign...
A sign that I'm gonna die soon!
I'd betta go and update my funeral guest list. Should I add phone numbers next to the names so that my mum can call the people easily? And i think I wanna delete some people off my funeral guest list.
I'm so tired.
*yvonne has not sent me some photos from my previous outing, so cant post about it*
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Friday, November 12
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Yesterday was Deepavali.
I do not have much indian friends, so I did not wish anyone Happy Deepavali until Christ msged me. Christ is an interior designer. Anyone who wants to refurnish their house or wanna renovate it can call him.
Today is the day my parents had an off day cuz it's a public holiday. However, I have not seen my father for the whole day, because he went for church. And has not come back. LOL. He asked me to go to big Splash some pub to listen to music and drink but then I was kinda groggy and tired from facing the comp from 9-5 today.
Syazwan came over to my house today to do some editing. I awoke early in the morning at 7:30am, which is quite a mean feat! I made myself go over to Rachel's house, which is quite tiring for me. Because the sun beats down on me when I walk an unshaded path to Serangoon MRT station, take the train to Kovan, walk another 15 minutes to Rachel's house which is deep in all the terrace houses, and then walk out again, take train back to Serangoon, and walk the unshaded path to my house!!!! So DAMN hot.
We edited most of the 2nd tape of film, which was not bad, just that it needs some touching up from Rachel, special effects, soundtrack...and we have not finished filming! I am a wreck. Unless everyone can make it on Sunday, Monday, Tues, and Wednesdae, especially RACHEL, ALEX, SYAZ...I do not think we can send it by Thursdae.
We must ping le wo men de lao ming.
haix.
2 people have asked me to publish their big names in my blog. Claudia asked me to publish her name about how talented she is, because she can carry 9 glasses with her 2 hands from one table to another, like, 1 metre away? haha, *applaudes* SO CLEVER!!
The other is my ex-colleague-turned-friend Charlotte, who is away in Australia right now! With another siao ting tong Trudy...who she says is sleeping in their living room. And is obstructing her from watching TV or something. Charlotte has promised me Apple Strudels and Nougats! And skirts, if she can find some for me and Yvonne~ Wan sui, Char!! LOLLL faster come back lah, stop asking us to go over, and pretending to put money in my bank account for tickets!!
I'm too clever to check.
I think I've typed more rubbish than expected. I shall go and sleep. My poor eyes are killing me.
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Wednesday, November 10
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This is a story about 3 dogs living together, forced by certain circumstances to live under the same roof.
There's my all time favourite, Jealous Junior.
The old bitch, Peppy Peipei.
Last but not least, Cranky Cracker.
The story does not begin until Jealous Junior moves in. Jealous Junior moved in to live with Peppy Peipei and Cranky Cracker when he was just 6 months old. His adopted mother, Maxine Mikaeleia Ang Qian Ting,
bought him over from the ruthless people who locked him in a cage. Imagine: a 6 month old baby being locked in a cage! Woe behold.
So anyway, the 3 of them live with other tenants of the 5-room executive along Serangoon Avenue 3. They include a set of lovely middle aged people, Anthony and Molly.
They are the landlords, the people who control most of the house.
Of course, there is Maxine who lives with Jealous Junior. Araxes
is a student who adopted Peppy Peipei, and lastly, Cranky Cracker stays with Claudia.
The surprising thing is, Maxine, Araxes and Claudia are bachelorettes.
And sisters at that too! Therefore, any single males who wants to... Oh this is not a free advertisement for matchmaking isn't it. Therefore, that makes Jealous Junior, Peppy Peipei and Cranky Cracker cousins!! Certainly not by blood.
Let me explain how their titles came about. Jealous Junior is always...jealous. One day, Molly the female landlord came back home and greeted all her tenants. She started a conversation with Cranky Cracker.
Molly: How's your day, Cracker? Were you a good boy? [this is followed by a light kiss on the head of Cranky Cracker]
*Jealous Junior watches from afar* Finally, he can stand it no more! He runs over to Molly the landlord and tries to separate the embrace between Cranky Cracker and her.
Jealous Junior: Me! Me! Me leh!!! you never hug me!! Cranky Cracker: *growls*
Molly: oh Hi Junior...don't do that to Cracker...good boy too yah... [this is followed by splatter of kisses on Junior's head and face]
Cranky Cracker: *hmpfh!* Cranky Cracker marches off, obviously pissed off.
Molly the landlord then greets Peppy Peipei, who is yelping around her, wanting to be greeted.
Peppy Peipei: Molly! Molly! I was a great girl today! I watched over the two boys! They kept fighting!
Molly the landlord is please with Peppy Peipei's behaviour. She whips up a storm of boiled chicken rice over an open fire in the kitchen. Half an hour later, she yells, "chi fan le!!!" Jealous Junior, Cracky Cracker and Peppy Peipei rush to their dinner bowls and wolf down the rice and chicken bits hungrily.
Maxine watches her beloved Jealous Junior eat so quickly, he finishes a bowl in 5 minutes. "Jealous Junior, eat slowly...later you'll choke and vomit..." she says.
Jealous Junior sees Cranky Cracker looking at his bowl.
Cranky Cracker says, "you have so little chicken bits in your bowl. Look at mine!" Indeed, Cracky Cracker had more chicken bits in his bowl than Jealous Junior did.
Jealous Junior became Jealous. He moved towards Cranky Cracker's bowl and snatched it away from him. He wolfed down all the chicken bits in Cranky Cracker's bowl. Cranky Cracker became more Cranky.
He growled menacingly at smaller-sized, skinnier Jealous Junior. However, Jealous Junior was not intimidated nor scared. He growled back at Cranky Cracker, showing his teeth.
Molly the landlord heard the growling sounds. She warned, with half an eye on the television,
"no fighting no fighting..." So no fighting erupted.
Meanwhile, Peppy Peipei was on a diet. She did not touch her food. Although she was at her bowl of chicken rice, she had no appetite. Looking at the food made her full already.
After his large meal, Jealous Junior wanted to play.
Maxine warned, "later you'll vomit ah..." But she continued playing with him anyway.
Night fell, and jealous Junior, crancky cracker and peppy peipei felt tired. So did their respective owners, except for Maxine. Maxine was still typing furiously on her computer, laughing as she did so. Jealous Junior felt that she was a little eccentric and mad, laughing at a computer! Jealous Junior glanced at her, and shook his head. He was going to sleep.
He jumped onto Araxes's bed with Peppy Peipei and found a nice cosy spot. He dug and dug under the blankets and cuddled next to araxes's warm body.
Peppy Peipei was already asleep. Cranky Cracker was being cranky in Claudia's bed. He kept whining and whining and snorting and what not, all because he wanted to cuddle with Claudia too.
But Claudia was sleeping like a log already, snoring loudly. She could not hear Cranky Cracker's whines. But Jealous Junior did.
He was trying to get some shuteye, and that irritating Cranky Cracker just would not stop whining!! Infuriating, thought Jealous Junior. I will teach him a lesson. So Jealous Junior scrambled outta his warm covers, and growled at Cranky Cracker. Cranky Cracker stopped whining for a moment and stared at Jealous Junior.
"What you staring at, smelly Cracker?" growled Jealous Junior fiercely.
"You stared at me first, irritating chihuahua," growled Cranky Cracker in his low voice.
"You think i'm scared of you! Big, fat, smelly, irritating beast! No wonder Claudia does not wanna cuddle with you! Now quit whining and face your sad reality!" yelped Jealous Junior.
Cranky Cracker was hurt. But he was more angry. He immediately jumped off the bed. Jealous Junior jumped off the bed too. They faced each other, raring for a fight.
Suddenly, the door burst open and Molly the landlord was standing there with a roll of newspaper, ready to whack them!!
The blood and gore is too horrifying to publish here, for fear of under eighteen people reading it. It doesn't matter if the author is under 18 too.
Jealous Junior went to hide under a cupboard.
Anyway, the night ended peacefully. "I love you, Jealous Junior," whispered Peppy Peipei after Molly the landlord had gone back to bed. Jealous Junior took a look at Peppy Peipei's blackened teeth, white hair and smelt her smelly breath. He hesitated, pretending to be digging for a cosy spot. "Go to sleep, Peppy Peipei," Jealous Junior managed, after one full minute. They fell asleep.
The only sound of the night was Maxine cackling, hunched over her beloved black computer. 
the angels they burn inside for us|3:09:00 PM|
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I feel like i'm being taken advantage of. Not physically, but more of..
my family and relatives keep asking me to do things for them. Last night, Dad asked me to bring my grandmother to the polyclinic for a checkup as early as 730am. I mean, i don't mind bringing her to the doctor's but it's like so early, and I don't really know my way there. As I myself know I'm totallydirectionless. I do not trust myself with an ailing grandmother in a polyclinic. I don't even know how the polyclinic system works. I wanted to agree, if someone [like my sister] would come with me.
He woke me at this morning and I didn't wanna wake up. He said something like, "go to the office and help your mum with some work," I was so sleepy and tired that I couldnt open my eyes. Or rather, didn't want to. I asked Araxes last night, "why can't daddy bring popo [my grandmother] himself? maybe he's too busy,"
I don't mind going to help my mum atthe office too. But i couldnt wake up.
And just now, my cousin just called. Asked me to meet them in Batam where they are holidaying for a night. Why the sudden offer?
Because the family is going in on Friday. The father has to leave on Sunday because he needs to fly to US or somewhere. The mother needs to leave on Sunday night because she has an alumni dinner. That leaves the grandmother and the 2 kids in Batam.
Where do I come in? Oh, just on Sunday till Monday night, to take care of the boys. who are my nephews. In case the grandmother [who is my aunty] cannot cope.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Do i look like a babysitter?
Actually, I don't really mind too. But it's like.... why is everyone asking me for favours? Is it cuz i'm a pushover? Or do I seem very free to them? Or maybe I am a person who cares for a lot of people, in their opinion. Think grandmother and polyclinic, and nephews in Batam without their parents.
Optimistically, I should think the above way. Should I go to Batam?
Oh, not even mentioning the fact that my HongKong cousins are coming to Singapore on the 15th and I'm expected to show them around.
I think the most obvious reason why i'm not willing to go is because I will feel weird in other people's presence alone, especially when I'm expected to take care of them and know my stuff.
Who wants to come with me and my hongkong cousins?? haixxxxxx....
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We like tings.
I am Qian Ting.
Yiting is eating or just Yiting.
Syazwan is WanTing.
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Tuesday, November 9
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I had a great big shock today.
i found a earring stuffed in my left ear hole!!
The thing is, this morning I awoke with no earring in the middle of my ear, dunno whats it called, the hard part at the opening of the ear.
So anyway, i was checking to see if the earring had fallen out again in the evening, after I came back from editing the short film and Rachel's house. I touched the ear and pulled out the earring from the ear hole.
I went to clean my ear hole[s] and i realised that there was a stick sticking outta my ear hole! Oh my goodness. I put 2 fat fingers in, by squeezing them in forcefully and tried to pull the stick out. Panic had filled me. I kept wondering what was in my ear.
Maybe it was an insect. Or some kinda stupid thing! But somehow I knew it was my earring. The thing was, how could my earring have slipped into my ear??
Anyway, i managed to pull it out. It WAS my earring. It was the other side of the rose earring that is currently in my ear. OMG. I was filled with mixed emotions -- scared, appalled, shocked, surprised, whatever.
The earring had managed to go in head first. LOL. The studdy side 1st.
A weird thought occured to me: Dont tell me ALL the earrings that had dropped out of that part of my ear had gone into my ear hole?!?!?!
Cannot be.
Even weirder thought: How could I still hear to well despite having a plastic ear stud wedged in my ear hole??
Scary thought: I had still put those things, whatdoyoucallit? er..those things that come with walkmans and discmans and ipods and whatever. the things ppl plug into their ears. Ear plugs? No. Ear phones? sounds weird but i think that's what it's called.
Anyway, i had plugged in ear phones today to listen to music, meaning that the ear phones could have pushed the ear stud deeper in! OMG. what if the ear stud was slippery and slipped all the way into my ear? I do not know how is that remotely possible but since the possibility of the ear stud slipping into my earhhole is a very remote possibility, I now believe anything is possible.
It is SO freaky.
Anyway. The edited parts of the short film have made all of us roll in laughter all day.
On my way home with Syazwan, we were both taking train while Rachel and Kk went to take bus. I was like, "If only every MRT station has glass doors preventing people from going down to the tracks, then people wont be jumping off the platforms hor?"
Syazwan said, "every underground station has glass doors mah,"
I went, "is it? I thought only the NEL has?"
He said, "got, Bugis and LAvender all this have what. "
I was like, "got meh??? how come i dunno!?!?"
then he went and said something funny. like, he put his haands to his ears and went, "hello, tomorrow meet at city hall mrt at TEN hor, dont be late, and remember to look at the glass doors before you say, 'city hall AGAIN'...." pretending to be talking on the phone.
Bah. He is a true blue comedian. We were laughing all the way to Serangoon when I was still smiling to myself when i got off the train. I was hoping that he didn't burst out laughing when he recalls the edited short film. People like me always end of laughing or smiling to myself, rendering myself mad.
Junior is still his thin self. He seems more obedient now. I think he's growing up into a mature young dog!*~ I'm a proud parent. I have taught him well! Since I have been reading the book about treating men like dogs, I sure hope I can train my own man as well as I have trained Junior to be obedient to me. When he comes along.
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Monday, November 8
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Dear Diary,
today, I went filming at Singapore Expo with Yiting, Syazwan, Rachel, Kk and Darren. It was fun. I NG-ed a lot of times.
the Best Thing is, no security guard came to catch us!! muahahahahaha. although we were filming in private premises. or maybe singapore expo is public property?
yah right.
anyway, we managed to finish 2 and a half scenes today! The start, and Darren's scene, and the very end where we all fall down like idiots. Khairiyah was really great. She continued licking the ice cream as though it was.... ah nevermind. When the clip of her is put as NG, everyones shall see the NC16 moves she used on the poor ice cream. And that girl, couldnt even be bothered to go to the toilet to change into her clothes for the film, she changed by the riverside! In front of us all! LOL. And of cuz zao geng lah. LOLLL so funny. Syazwan looked SO embarrassed I got nothing to say but laugh my head off.
BUt i hafta say, luckily she was wearing a nice G string that was brown with stripes. I like girls to wear G strings. It shows that they care about not only what's the topmost layer of clothing on their body, but also what's underneath that makes them most comfortable.
Dear Diary,
My dogs have finally stopped mating. It also means that there's no more sperm on the floor. No more squeaking, barking, growling, fighting, bleeding, irritating sniffing here and there. The worse is when Junior and Cracker start fighting. And when Peipei does not like to be shagged. They're damned noisy.
I'm so glad Junior has returned to his adorable puppy self, gaining back the weight he has lost by refusing to eat for 4 days, catching up on the sleep he has lost guarding Peipei from Cracker who often spies on them. He is so thin now, just the way I like it. He's such a good boy. Nowadays when I walk him, he seldom barks at other dogs, unlike that noisy Cracker. He is scared of other dogs and cats and people.
Maybe I shall paint his nails once again. The red is peeling off.
Dear Diary,
today was a very weiming-y day.
On my way to Singapore Expo, I was listening to the perfect 10. They played Sugar Rush by A Teens. Kinda old song, but it reminded me of Weiming. Cuz last time he said that he liked that song very much cuz it's sweet. The other song that i remember he likes very much is Shoulda Woulda Coulda. Because he wrote it in one of the postcards that is still lying in my angel box.
When we reached Singapore Expo, we walked past the bus stop where me and Weiming once stood while waiting for the bus to go back home. We were there for the NIKE Scorpion thingy. I remember Weiming bought a tee shirt that cost 30 plus or 20 plus i think. cant really remember. or was it 50 plus? I remember the experience as really intriguing, cuz of the players playing soccer in the nets with people cheering them on.
We walked past the room where the NIKE thingy was held like 2 years ago. Memories flooded back. But nevermind. In that room, Weiming and I took the only photo that I still keep with me in an M&Ms heart shaped frame in the angel box. The 2 extras in the photo are the 2 showgirls who ushered us to take the photo with a soccer ball.
I dont think he even remembers me now. I heard or rather, read that he is now attached. I seldom sms him and even if I do, it's just a forwarded msg. And he doesn't reply. In other words, we are not in minimum contact with each other. But it's okay. I totally understand. I was the one to ditched/dumped/broke up with him. Under abnormal circumstances. Very unfair circumstances.
I was the one at fault.
Only after I did it, I realised it was my fault. But i couldn't go back anymore. It has left an open scar on whatever I use to feel. I was such a biatch for doing what I did it him. I cannot believe, until now, that I am capable of such actions. But people make mistakes. It is the biggest mistake I have ever made. It is one that I regret immensely. The biggest regret of my life up till now.
ah suan le. no matter how I brood over it it is no use. Even if he knows, so what. It is impossible to even remain friends. "Friends" is just a facade broken couples use to show the world that they're fine. There might be genuine cases but most of them just caarry on with their lives.
Mu tou ming, as Mandy started calling him and the name stuck. I remember his big "Mickey Mouse" ears. His puppy like soulful eyes. His full lips. His cute hair. How he was always exercising to stay fit. How he hated to do his homework. How he felt that his mother was plotting against us [at that time] by calling me up to break up with him.
Whatever. I am now downloading Sugar Rush by A Teens to reminisce some more.
Dear Diary,
Moving on to a lighter topic, my cousins from HongKong are coming over for a holiday next week. They will be staying in my house, as they did a few years ago when they came here as part of their honeymoon. I realise that I miss HongKong.
I WANNA GO HONGKONG!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO WANNA BRING ME?!?!??!?
haix...the last time Stella and Tom came, Stella bought so much make up for me. Until now, I have not finished using them. I know it's time to discard them but they're hardly used. Maybe I'll use the lipstick to draw on my mirror or something. But so wasted!!!
I remember when I went to Hongkong, Stella's room was damn nice. Cold, white and fluffy. Her lamp could turn on and off with a clap of the hands. I WANNA GO HONGKONG!!!!!
haix.
When they come, Daddy and Mummy told me to bring them around, since it's my holidays. Seriously, I don't mind. Because I remember Stella and Tom as very very nice people. I can go and learn some real Cantonese. I can listen to the nice yet funny way HongKongers talk in their Cantonese accent when they speak English or any other language.
But the only problem is, I AM TOTALLY DIRECTIONLESS. I am so afraid of losing my way and embarrassing myself when I bring them around. I need someone who knows the way to come with me.
Who wanna come with me???
I think it'll be fun. They're coming on the 15th of November 2004.
P.S: I don't know why I am starting off every new topic with Dear Diary. This is hardly my diary. But i'm feeling a tad depressed and nostalgic. Boo hoo hoo.
the angels they burn inside for us|11:48:00 PM|
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Sunday, November 7
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OMG Kelly has HUGE legs. What big feet you have.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:56:00 AM|
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when one is too stressed out, [e.g typing too long at a computer to complete a project, drinking too much Heaven and Earth Jasmine Green Tea until the bladder is full but still dun wanna go toilet, etc] one will begin to become mad [e.g sticking out one's tongue while typing on the computer, wearing a jacket the wrong way round until the hood part can cover the face, etc]
the angels they burn inside for us|1:54:00 AM|
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when attending lectures, do not attempt to kill the innocent person sitting next to you, just because she did not bring her lecture notes and you had to share, thus causing you to miss out on some points the lecturer had raised. If killing is absolutely necessary, remain calm and cool. Do not open your mouth, for DNA can be spilled as evidence in court.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:41:00 AM|
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when mixing cookie dough, have a nice bowl that complements the shitty colour of the dough. It looks like plain lao sai. Also, it helps if your skin colour and shirt colour matches the colour of the dough.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:35:00 AM|
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if you wanna be a huang lian po like Kelly on the right, in the green shirt, remember to tie your hair loosely, wear nerdy spectacles and have a well oiled face. If you wanna be just plain huang, just wear a yellow tee and look as huang as a banana, like Maxine on the left, in the obviously yellow yellow shirt. Do not attempt to tie your hair if you wanna look huang, for split ends is necessary.
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even when the cookie is out of shape or chao ta, remember to grin with your oily faces!
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do not SMS in the kitchen, especially with microwave and radioactive substances such as split ends and tap water. Watch out! your hair might get frizzy like Maxine's.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:29:00 AM|
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when baking cookies, remember to wear plastic gloves and use a clean sheet of aluminium foil to put shitty cookie dough on!
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Saturday, November 6
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*testing*
*ahem...1 2 3...*
Okie! It is proven that I know how to work a keyboard now. After intensive training since a few months ago..it is certain that I am qualified to type on a keyboard...being the 1st dog ever to do so! However my mistress should be too modest to enter me into the Guiness Book of Records i think...she doesn't want me to be engulfed by fame and abducted! Lotsa weird people around now...gotta be careful, dog-nappers are aplenty.... ....
After speaking for so long, or rather typing, I'm sure more intelligent people reading this would figure out by now that, I'm not actually Maxine Mikaeleia typing this. I am...
Her precious tootsy, Junior [Latte/Chi/Fe] Ang!! The reason why I have such a long name is because my fickle minded mistress couldnt decide on a proper middle name for me, hence she's sleeping on it everyday. Until she decides, I'm perfectly fine with Junior!! I think she wants me to be called Junior Latte Ang, because of her fervent love for Latte and all coffees near and far.
She kinda likes me to be called Junior Santa Fe Ang too,but her classmate Alex Shieh told her that it sounds like Santa Claus, and I guess I really don't resemble a jolly fat old man with red cheeks so she just put Fe in the multiple choice for choosing my middle name.
Anyway, the reason why I'm blogging in place of her is because she told me to, because today is my day!! Junior Day!!
I was being horny in the morning, I barely had any sleep the previous night, because of my fellow housemate and room mate, Peipei. She keeps seducing me by shoving her butt in my face. I find that so .... .... wadyamacallit? In dog language, it is called... butting.
Anyway, my owner decided to rescue me from further erections by deciding to bring me out. She awoke bright and early at around 1020am [actually, despite my business in chasing Peipei around, fending Cracker away from her by growling and hissing at him, and smelling Peipei's smelly butt, I saw my darling mistress Maxine tossing and turning in her bed since eight am. She must be having a bad dream.]
She busied herself with her daily routine of throwing clothes on her bed deciding what to wear...Once, I loved her so much and wanted to own everything that belonged to her, that i decided to take once of her tees!! So I hopped onto her bed and sprayed my famous fragrant urine on it. It was MINE!!! My territory. But when Maxine saw, she spanked me hard on my white bum, making me squeak! it was so painful. Tears brimming in my eyes, I gazed at her sadly through my colour-blind-but-still-able-to-see-clearly doggy brown eyes....
ANYWAY. BACK TO THE TOPIC. [ooh!! the CAPS button is so fun]
So i watched outta the corner of my eye as Maxine Mikaeleia packed into a large DKNY bag, a large white fluffy towel I use to bathe, a silver waterbottle, a small white tupperware that was empty, my doggy leash, her wallet, 3 plastic bags, 2 packets of 3ply tissue paper, her ez link card, her FM radio and her handphone. I noticed that she did not bring any lipstick or mirrors with her! *horror* what was she thinking!??! No touch ups?!?!
When Maxine called me to the front door when she was ready, Cranky Cracker and Pompous Peipei followed suit. Those idiots, always hankering for a chance to go out. No chance for you, she loves me most!!
Maxine had difficulty chasing Cracker away, because he kept obstructing her way when she wanted to go out. She had to yell for Claudia to get him away. Meanwhile, I tried to help. I growled ferociously at Cracker. Despite his huge size and horrible body odour, I managed it. Maxine and I escaped.
I was sad to leave my erotic mate, Peipei at home. But i had enough of butt smelling!! Seriously, her butt stinks. I just chase her around because I dont wanna lose out to Cracker, who cannot even get laid. He should pick on someone his own size.
Maxine walked me around the block a few rounds. She must have thought that my bladder was too full. Finally, she checked her Guess? pink watch that she likes very much and decided that she could finally put me into the huge DKNY bag. I was not expecting this, but I went in anyway. She wore my red kimono for me which made me feel like an emperor.
The bag was large and roomy, but the towel she laid just wasnt thick enough for me to step on. I wanted to look out!! I wanted to see what the view was like from such a tall point. I ended up strangling myself, because the hole was too high. i had to stretch my neck to obscene levels. Luckily, Maxine noticed, and pushed my legs higher so my neck would not be strained.
"Oh my poor baby, are u being strangled???"
As Maxine walked, I felt like a king. I was travelling in a sedan!
She managed to sneak me into the NEL at Serangoon. I know because she told me as we were going down something called the escalators. Such a long word. But i loved it! Maxine just steps on something, and it slides down or up! I guess we're moving into the robot age. I hope they don't invent robot dogs, or Maxine'll find no use for me.
*maxine intervenes and says, "who says, u idiot Junior. Robot dogs aren't as good as u!! don't think i dunno what u typing, i can see from here"*
hmm. She can be so rude at times. But nevermind. Anyway, as me and my sweet smelling mistress travelled in the MRT, lotsa people looked at me as I peeped at them. I wonder why must they sit in rows facing each other!! Like some kinda, chess game??
anyway.
A rush of cool breeze caressed my face each time the doors slide open and shut. The sound of the train moving was too much for my tiny ears at first, but then I got used to it. I was beginning to enjoy it! I heard one pretty woman's voice announce, "Farrer Park", I imagine she must be beautiful. Life was good.
I looked up at Maxine and smiled a happy smile. Maxine looked down at me and smiled back, but her smile was quite nervous.I think she was afraid of being chased outta the train, because she had smuggled me in.
We reached City Hall. So many people!! weeee.. I shivered with excitement. Maxine thought I was cold, and hugged me tighter to her. I choked, and she released me immediately.
"Sorry Junior!!! Don't shiver ok?? Are u cold??" She looked around for her friends, I think.
Suddenly, a boy jumped outta no where. Maxine spun around, making my vision a blur for one second. "hello!" the boy said. the boy had big eyes. and dark skin. I stared at him wonderously while Maxine chatted with him. "what's with the dog?" he asked.
The Dog!??! I have a name ok. I thought crossly. Like i'm one of the specimens from the MacDonalds stuffed toys range.
Maxine and the boy went to Starbucks, with me in the bag still. But the Starbucks girl said "Sorry, you cant bring him in here...cuz it's a food area and u know..." she seemed to think I was cute. awww. She was cute too. But Maxine and the boy went out before I could even give her my number.
Anyway. The smell of coffee smells great. No wonder Maxine loves coffee so much. I dont mind my name being Junior Latte then.
So we proceeded to the steps next to the fascinating up and down stairs called escalators...and sat down. I found out that the boy's name was Syazwan, cuz maxine introduced us. He began making funny faces at me and I laughed. But no one could hear me laugh of course. As if humans are so clever.
I began to feel woozy after awhile. I believe it was all the excitement of the train and people and Starbucks and all, and Syazwan's funny faces. I began to feel like puking. Maxine knew of course, and tried to get her 1 out of 3 plastic bags out before i vomited. But i couldnt control my vomit fast enough and vomited on the bag and the stairs!! Syazwan went, "ewww..."
Maxine cleaned up my vomit quietly.
Maxine and Syazwan decided to go to the Esplanade bridge 1st so that I could walk. How considerate of Syazwan, he was the one who offered the idea. So I walked proudly on the hot ground. When Maxine felt that it was too hot for me, she carried me. I marked my territories everywhere! I was a happy dog.
A girl appeared later. She was quite pretty and thin and simple. Maxine introduced her to me as Yiting. She seemed to think I was cute too.
Then a boy appeared, he wore an Atticus cap. He immediately sat down next to me and started stroking me. I liked him immediately. His name was Darren, as told by Maxine Mikaeleia Ang. He kept playing with me until a camera was set up on the tripod stand.
Darren had to act lecherous and lick his lips. I can lick my lips pretty well, why didn't they choose me? My tongue can even touch my nose!!! But they still chose Darren. =(
I watched pigeons lazily as they flew around. Maxine asked me to chase them but I was too lazy. It would not be nice if a King were seen chasing pigeons. I must keep my image. That's what Maxine told me. So I lazed around on the ground at Maxine's feet. She was telling Darren to make lecherous faces.
I was falling asleep..the next thing I knew, Yiting had turned the camera upon me and was asking me to look at it! Obviously and happily, I did. I just LOVE the camera. I gave different poses. I expect to see myself in the short film when its done. Ah.
Maxine was happy to see me happy. Soon, she put me into the bag again because we were going to walk in shopping malls. I wouldnt wanna see her get chased out, oh no.
The sights and smells were apalling! We went into this place called MacDonalds, luckily they weren't selling The Dog or I would've shitted on their tables.
Maxine ordered an Ice Lemon Tea and allowed me to sit on her lap. I wasn't hungry and was too polite to ask Darren for some of his fries, so i fell asleep on her lap. I could hear them chatting above me, about how cute I was [of course] and how i was like a human. They played with my tail and I, being a good natured dog, didn't bite them. I found their topic boring because all they kept talking about was where to go next. I didn't understand why they kept laughing.
I awoke 2 hours later.
And vomited.
This time into a plastic bag Maxine prepared for me. She shoved my head into the plastic bag.
Anyway. They decided to go home. I was put into the bag again. Maxine whispered to me that she felt like a sandwich board. "People keep looking at me and smiling and looking at u!"
Everywhere, I could hear whispers of, "wah so cute!", "see the puppy?" [i am not a puppy by the way, i am a one year 11 months old dog!!!] "eh see the dog in the bag? so cute!" some parents like to shove their children's fingers under my nose and say, "doggie! doggie!" in a stupid fashion. Humans behave very stupidly sometimes.
There was this one girl who made Maxine very angry indeed. When she saw me, she immediately jumped outta the way with a scream. Her eyes almost popped outta her head! But my eyes were still bigger, that small-eyed freak. I overheard Maxine say to Yiting and the rest, "I cant stand people who treat dogs like some kinda disease! My dog is in a BAG for Christ's sake, must they be so scared?? like the dog will bite them from the bag. Stupid idiots. Attract attention only."
I agree wholeheartedly.
As if I will even bite. I don't even bark unnecessarily.
Darren asked Maxine how come I don't bark. She said I was well-behaved outside that's why.
There was a woman too, who said I was well-behaved. She was on the same up and down moving stairs as Maxine and I, and she said, "See the dog, so well behaved! unlike u," at this, Maxine turned around. She told me that she thought the woman was talking about her being not well-behaved. But when she turned around, both of us saw a small boy standing next to the woman. The woman was talking to her son. Embarrassed, Maxine smiled at the woman and i blinked my huge brown eyes at her.
When the day almost ended, Maxine wanted to take the train back to Serangoon. But the crazy train people all City Hall stopped her!! She was frantic. She did not want to take a bus because she was afraid I would vomit as I have motion sickness. She called her father. He said he would pick her up.
Syazwan and Darren were very kind to send her to the bus stop where Maxine's father would fetch her from, because she is absolutely directionless and does not know her way. She told me that Syazwan earned brownie seishii points.
We waited for about half an hour. I grew fidgety. Maxine put me on the ground and I lay there. We looked like a pair of beggars, I would not be surprised if someone tossed a coin at my feet. But i was dressed like a king, although Maxine did look a little frazzled because she did not touch up her make up and had messy hair from carrying me around, and my dog furs on her tee.
So no one dropped coins at our feet.
Or maybe Maxine looked like a girl running away, with her big bag and me, her most precious item she would take if she were to run away.
Anyway. her father arrived soon after i was cooking in the evening sun. Maxine prepared the last plastic bag! She understands me so well. She shoved my head into the plastic bag again as i vomited 20 mins into the drive.
They went to eat. I wanted to squirt!! My bladder was full. But Maxine kept asking me to sit down on my chair quietly, cuz i kept scratching her. Finally, I could take it no more. I jumped down my chair, and ran across the road to the grass patch at the other side.
Maxine ran after me and caught me back cuz i was unleashed and she had not eaten her dinner yet. I tried escaping again but her father caught me. But i noticed Maxine speeding up her chewing process.
I lao-saied.
anyway. I made it home in time to see smelly butt Peipei and smelly body Cracker doing it!! That was disgusting.
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I [fucking] quarrelled with my sister tonight. In fact, just now.
WAH I'M SO FRIGGING LAZY TO BLOG WHAT REALLY HAPPENED BECAUSE I BLOGGED JUST NOW AND FRIGGING INTERNET EXPLORER WENT DOWN ON ME.
i'll try to put in as much emotion as I can now.
All i can say is, i've lost all trust in her now. She is not to be believed or trusted.
1stly, when I asked her on Wednesday night whether she could go out with my shopping for Daddy's birthday present, she said ok. I reminded her time and again that Friday we were going out. On thursday night, I asked her what time is she coming back from school and she went nonchalently,
"My friends are coming over," without a single apology, NOTHING.
fine. I arranged for my friends to go out with me. [who btw, is Ho Yiting, who should be honoured. I wanted to meet agnes and mandy and rachel too but then was too frigging tired and it was raining.]
So, i bought Dad's present. It is a perfume that has not been launched in Singapore officially yet. Called John Vivatose or something along those lines. I liked the scent and the packaging. There's leather wrapping around the black bottle. So masculine. I think he'll like it.
I came back and calculated the amount that she gotta pay me. with a calculator cuz my math sucks.
I showed the amount to her and she went, "what! so expensive? I go buy myself."
what kinda fucking attitude is that? 1st she blew me off for her frigging friends and now she denies all knowledge of wanting to share the present with me.
My blood was boiling and i felt my hair stand. I threw the calculator down on the frosted glass table and screamed at her. "EH! YOU SAY YOU WANTED TO SHARE THE PRESENT WITH ME ALREADY OK?? NOW YOU COME AND TELL YOU DONT WANT?? WHAT IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM!??!" in front of my mother and Araxes.
I proceeded to crash into my closed room door and slam it shut. I pulled my black butterfly tee over my head and smashed it into the laundry basket. I got my favourite roxy skirt off and threw it together with the black tee. "stupid idiot," I was thinking. I could hear my breathing. So heavy and rapid. I was damn angry.
I pulled my pink pyjamas over my head to soothe myself. The hot tears were brimming in my eyes. My nose was as red as Rudolph's and i was scared that my nose stud would drop off and I wouldnt be able to find it so I pressed my nostrils together.
My mother came knocking at my door. Pounding, more like.
*pound pound*
"MAX!!"
I stomped around my room.
*pound pound*
"MAX!! OPEN THE DOOR,"
"WHAT!!" I yelled in a crying voice, for I was crying, like duh.
I pulled the door open with mighty force.
Mummy dragged that loser in, crying too. Not my mum crying, it was the so called sister crying. "Now," mummy began.
*long lecture*
=fast forwarded=
"You have broken 2 promises to your sister. 1st, you put your friends before your family. Dont just say ok to someone and then go ahead and make other appointments! I'm sure if someone did that to you u'll feel hurt too." Mummy said, pointing at Claudia, who was slumped on my floor, her head in her knees.
Claudia said in loud tones [read: yelled at my mother], "IF I PUT MY FRIENDS BEFORE ME THEN WHY I STILL STUDY SO HARD FOR?? THEN WHY STILL LEAVE THE FRENCH FRIES FOR YOU?!?!"
[French fries were the ones she deep fried today -.-]
My mother inhaled with an air of patience. I was appalled.
*long lecture*
=fast forwarded=
"you study for your own good. Dont tell me when you get good marks you dont feel happy? Then when you get bad marks you dont feel upset? Saying that you study for me and your father is not being fair to both of us. We just want you to study for your own future," mummy said to the rude Claudia.
*long lecture*
=fast forwarded=
"...I hope my daughters dont grow up to be liars or people who cannot be trusted," Mummy is saying.
Too bad. One of them has already proven not to be trusted.
I thought.
"Now, one solution to the problem is, since you want to get your own present for your father, I will share the perfume with Maxine, because I havent gotten any present for Daddy and I dunno what to get him. So, its confirmed that you wanna get your own present?" Mummy asked Claudia. "LOOK at me when I'm talking to you, Claud,"
"And you," my turn, I thought "being the elder sister, please dont use vulgarities in the house and especially not in front of your younger sister. You wanna use it with your friends outside, as long as I dont hear it, I dont care. But not in front of your sisters or me and definitely not your father. In a fit of anger, there are a lot of other words to use to scold people but not vulgarities. And dont have to shout" Mummy said to me.
"Dont shout how you think she'll hear? Talk to her nicely she also never even keep her word. I reminded her how many times you know or not!? Some people just deserved to be shouted at and scolded one lor!!!" I yelled at Claudia, who was still slumped on my floor because both my chairs are occupied by clothes and knick knacks. I am on the bed with Mummy.
"Yeah, Claudia, next time people wont trust you anymore if you dont keep your promises. Not only your family or sisters or whatever, even your friends wont trust you," Mummy said.
"Never even say sorry lor!! When she tell me she not going with me today she never even say sorry. I didnt even shout at her lor. I didnt even scold her lor. But then now she's breaking promise after promise you think I can stand such people ah!??!" I yelled at the slumped figure on my floor.
"no need to shout and slam doors ok? You think having a crying fit and slamming doors is nice? Everyday dress so nice and nicely made up, then now crying,what happen if people see?" Mummy said to me.
like people will ever see me crying.
"ok, so it's settled ah, I share the present with Maxine and Claudia you go get your own present. For your information, your father has lost the pen you all gave him for his birthday last year. He cant seem to find it. Just in case you wanna know." Mum left my room. The slumped figure on my floor followed suit.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so angry. NEED TO FA XIE.
Jkaerhqwuieqwjdnhjbnjfnejrhfioq3wueaifnsdjkvnm vm,njehfioquer 2iu83`91u3iwjrdkldfnvjn vcvkj!!!!!!KJnkdfsfhjahrqwioue812744787489ijkl901849ioknfvm .
it's not the problem of sharing or not sharing the present. If she'd told me earlier that she dont wanna share the present, then it's fine. it's a matter of keeping to your word lor!!! frigging shit.
not like i'm after her precious money.
That's why I say even sisters cannot be trusted. Trust no one.
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In the process of doing the comedy short film, the cast-cum-crew has faced a lot of problems.
in the early days of our planning and finalising the script, we had the problem of finding the male lead actor to star in our film. We racked our brains and surfed friendster daily, looking through the portfolios of different guys. Had to choose which to reject cuz they didn't have the "look", or the "height", and had to confirm with the majority if they felt that the guy could be suited to take on the role of kaidi.
The decision came down to me, because the rest felt that I should make the decision. they felt that afterall, kaidi was going to be my love interest and we were going to have to stare into each other's eyes in a certain scene. blurghs. the worst part that i see coming up when acting in that scene is that we're supposed to stare comically, in which i think i will NG alot~!!!~!
In the end, I sat in front of Rachel's laptop in teh lecturer's corridor in Block C, toggling between Yiting's friend Siu Chung and Rachel's friend Joshua. In the end, neither was chosen. Siu Chung was willing at 1st, but then he had to go back to Hongkong during his hols. Joshua was really reluctant when i spoke to him to confirm if he could act, and I felt that he shouldnt have to force himself.
In the end, Kk's friend Darren got the role. There was no time to judge in person or anything, cuz we wanted to start filming in 2 days from then. So Kk sent me one old prom photograph of Darren and him. I was very hassled by then and said that we had no choice already, cant be picky.
The problem of the male lead actor solved, another surfaced almost immediately.
We went to see Raphael Lee, and he told us that our script was totally unsuitable! "The industry uses a standard which is like this--" and proceeded to show us a booklet of paper with totally foreign format in it! Excuse me, we haven't learn anything about this for the entire semester of scriptwriting, hello?? And he taught us some stuff about angles. He also said that we needed to redo our whole storyboard, and also allocate roles for each person in the crew-cum-cast.
Yiting, Syazwan, Kk and I sat down in the fast food canteen. We did NOT want to redo the entire script. That would take eons and we would be behind schedule, especially when filming was scheduled to start on the next day. We did not want to redo our storyboard either, and do it the "industry" way of doing timelines or something on the script. It was quite confusing for us. We just allocated roles. =X
Syazwan, being the main scriptwriter of the script, was suggested to be director by Mr Raphael Lee. So Syazwan became the scriptwriter and director, where his name will appear onscreen as written and directed by Syazwan.
Rachel, since she's the most familiar with Adobe Premier Pro, was appointed Editor by the majority, where her name will appear onscreen as, edited by Rachel Ng
Yiting wanted to be the camera woman, or as she prefers to be called by a more high class name, cinematographer. So she became the Director of Photography, where her name will appear onscreen as Director of Photography, Ho Yiting, or filmed by, Ho Yiting.
Kk volunteered to be the in charge of logistics, so he's in charge of getting all the props for us. His name will appear onscreen as, Prop Manager, Ng Khuang Kung.
They all appointed me as Producer, because I have been handling everyone's schedules, making sure that everyone knows what they're doing. But apparently, that was then. My name will appear onscreen as, produced by, Maxine [Mikaeleia] Ang.
The other crew-cum-cast are Alex, Eve, and Chin Teck. Alex is the one in charge of logging the time slots each time syaz yells action and cut. But apparently, we decided that that is not needed anymore. Because when we edit, we just chapalang everything. LOL.
So, continuing the Problems of The Bimboatics Production short film thingy, after we allocated roles and comforted ourselves that, afterall, the judges aren't gonna see our script, what for edit? And we decided to sorta stick to the storyboard, we decided to resume filming.
A day later, we decided to start filming in Citylink Mall. After filming for about an hour, a security guard marched up and ordered us to go away, because it is against the law. Expecting this, we left dejectedly and discussed the next problem, how to get a proper indoor LEGAL location to film. We went to the information counters at Suntec City and Raffles City, and they gave us the emails for us to email the details to the people in charge.
We did. And expected that problem to be solved.
Then, we started filming the outdoor scenes 1st, since we haven't gotten the approval and legal permission to film indoor. The 1st day went fine. In fact so far, the 1st day has been the best! Because everything went smoothly, although we were under the hot hot sun, perspiring and complaining slightly, but all the angles and shots were taken quite well. Ignoring the fact that I NG-ed the most LOL it was quite hilarious.
Everyone laughed at me lah. zzzz.
But then, in the following week, it kept raining whenever we wanted to film! Once, while filming a particular scene, the rain kept pouring and stopping, then pouring again! It was a waste of Darren's time because he had arrived at 11am, and still hadn't done ANY filming! I felt very guilty for wasting his time. The rain spoilt everyone's mood. We felt really tired and stony although there wasnt much physical activity, just crashing around in libraries, under bridges...
Currently, City Hall MRT station is our usual meeting spot. We even have a picnic area there. Once, we met there at 11am, no one had their breakfast yet. So we bought BreadTalk stuff, and forgetting that it was an MRT station, began eating there. Syazwan, who is fasting, began telling us about how the security guard would be coming soon, esp since we were eating in front of the management of the MRT station. But they never came outta the glass box.
Right now, the rain is still a problem because we still have a couple of outdoor scenes to do. Rain is something we cannot control. But the past few days have been good, because it has been raining in the night and so in the day there's lesser rain.
PLUS, the indoor location problem thingy is still not solved!!I emailed and called the respective shopping malls where we needed and wanted to film in. I spent the time typing out all the emails and stuff.
Suntec City rejected us downright. It is a realistic world. One day, the guy Sam Toh was talking to me in REALLY nice tones when i explained that i wanted to film a short film in Sun tec premises. He stresssed that it was FOC. To our pleasure, we expected good news. But the next day, when Syazwan had typed out the synopsis of our characters and a brief outline of the script, I sent Sam Toh the attachment and he called me and said, in cold harsh tones, that "I'm so sorry but i'll have to turn you down. Reason being there are many road shows int he week that u want to film, and i'm not sure if the organisers will be pleased."
Then WHY did he not tell me on the 1st day when I called him?!? Grr. This is how realistic it will get.
I know, the entire script is lame and all, and it does not promote Sun Tec City. but like... since he already said they provide their premises for students who wanna film, does it really matter what the content is? Not as if we're promoting some anti-government or terrorist stuff right. It's just an innocent film about 4 crazy people running around.
Ok fine.
And THEN, the Raffles City mail which i sent, kept bouncing back to me!!! that's so infuriating. I gave up after 2 tries. It's obvious that the person in charge does not check her mail.
After next Wednesday, I estimate, we're DOOMED. cuz by then, we'll have finished filming the outdoor scenes. And we'll have NO indoor location to film in.
But we have edited one very long scene already. And the effect is not bad. really not bad.
haix. I'm so fan over this thing.
Here's a Summary of Problems we have overcame:
-missing male lead actor
-script is not industry standard
Summary of Problems existing:
-indoor locations no legal rights to film.
-outdoor locations are dangerously on the brink of raining.
And one more thing.
It is Friday. I arranged with my beloved sister Miss Claudia Ang Hui Lin to go shopping with me on Wednesday, since her exams would be over by then. Daddy's birthday is on Sunday, and we have no present yet. I reminded her time and again. But tonight, when I asked her about it, she bloody told me she had invited her friends over! To what? To deep dry french fries!!
How can an appointment made 2 days ago, which is DEFINITELY far MORE important than deep frying french fries be cancelled? I HATE it when people cancel their bloody appointments with me ESPECIALLY when i make the time to go out with them k. And she can still tell me nonchalently, without a SINGLE apology!!
I yelled at her.
But apparently, she has selective hearing, and can ONLY hear what her friends say to her.
I was prepared to forget about it, especially with my beloved favourite show The Champions on at 9pm. BUT theN!! blogging about it NOW reminds me of it! The anger has risen.
She still has the CHEEK to say, "just buy the present then we share lah!" after i yelled at her, "I told u on friday we going out already what!! idiot."
SO I"M supposed to go doggy hunting around for a stupid present and she just gimme the money.
i'm alright with that actually, if she REALLY had a PROPER reason to cancel. Like, tuition, cca, school or something. BUT DEEP FRYING FRENCH FRIES IS NO FREAKING EXCUSE!!!!!!
HEr freaking FRIENDS are her life. exam time still can go and play with them. I give her tuition homework also never do. So fuck can. I'm DAMN angry now. I told her already, if her results is not good my parents are going to blame me. When I try to make time for her tuition, she tells me she didn't do the homework.
When i see her logging on to theInternet at least 2 hours a day, going downstairs to PLAY badminton DURING EXAMS. like it's the holidays. FINAL exams summore.
When i was primary 5 i dont think i was so freaking distracted k.
I keep reminding her to do her fucking homework, but she just does HALF a chapter when she has like the whole fucking day to do it.
At first, she did do her homework, very enthusiastically in fact. But when the exams drew nearer, she became more and more distracted. I dont know why. It is NOT my fucking fault if her fucking exams get pits marks.
ARGHHHu!~*!*~!*~!*~*!~*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MUST FA XIE NOW.
*SCREAMS*
irritating shiets.
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Wednesday, November 3
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Boo Hoo Hoo.
I got scolded by Agnes in her blog. She was damn pissed with me this afternoon cuz of a very stupid misunderstanding.
I sounded very pissed off in the previous previous blog ah!??! I was not lor. I was like, grinning as i blogged.
[ok the visual image is horrendous]
as if i still will carry on chatting with her in MSN if i were pissed that she copy my nick AND even ask rachel to copy! I was pleased cuz very long never play childishly liao. Can't any one tell!??! ok my writing expressions sucks. As if i still will go play gunbound with her and her classmate if i were pissed.
When i viewed my blog, I saw the tagboard and was shocked. Here is what she tagged.
<agnes>: CB lah. buay song then say lah. dun kpkb here lah. kao. i didn't know u will be xiao qi one lor. cb nvm. good. <agnes>: oh ya and dun leave ur name as VISITOR lah. tt's gan pua loser. i have a post dedicated just to YOU lah.
I immediately viewed Agnes 's blog, only to find a spitoon of curses hurled at me! Tears flowed down my face....
siao! I'm a strong girl ok.
i carried on to view her tagboard. Indeed there was a Visitor. who is not me!!! hmph, who is the visitor, wanna tiao bo li jian with me and agnes. make me get scolded!!
anyway, it is all a 5 second nightmare. Agnes and I have kissed and made up. just a stupid misunderstanding. I really sounded angry!? she said she was fuming all afternoon and wanted to pull her hair out. [actually if u pull also good. pull all the split ends out.]
here's my 5 second nightmare. I viewed blog-->saw tagboard-->kana shocked-->viewed Agnes's blog in a fluster-->kana shocked and hurt-->saw her tagboard-->tagged for the 1st time-->agnes MSN msg me-->kiss and make up.
*whew* i shall change my writing style bah. later got more misunderstandings. sobxx.
=..) thank god for the 4 year friendship.
P.S: in my previous blog i guess the only sarcastic thing that stood out was the last sentence. which is the one i meant. -.-" oh well.
<I seriously am in love with Agnes Ho Hui Xian.>
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Below is my so-called horoscope. I received it in an email from Eve tonight, and i feel that someone with very broken english has had it typed out.
the underlined ones are the ones which i feel is/are true.
Some i dont quite understand... some are plain rubbish which doesnt apply to me.
CAPRICORN WOMAN
A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. [where got, i'm not tall, slim, cool NOR quiet!! infact, quite the opposite.] Once she is mad she can be very fierce. [true, true] She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. [people have said that i'm very confident. but some have also said that i have low self esteem. the confidence part is just a mask i think.] In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection. [not very true, cuz i do want some level of protection. I mean, which woman doesn't? and yeah of course women are not flowers or decoration at home lah! siao. I wanna be the one bringing in at least SOME dough.]
She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. [weak emotions? like what..? yeah SOMEtimes i guess.] She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. TRUE. unless they try to change me. then it's tit for tat.] If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person. [true too. i dont like associating myself closely with people who piss me off. i wont be nice to them, perhaps just a cold fake smile for them.]
She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. [like, duh?!] She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her. [like of course. but if the old sneaker can pull off its style on him, why not. but only if i'm comfortable with him. no slobs for me]
She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. [had trouble understanding this sentence but yeah i cant live without music and i like nature. contrary to what some people think.] She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too. [yeah! i've always wanted to go on a picnic. currently being single, no guy for me to lavish my efforts for a picnic on.and my ex never liked that idea. bleahx. fishing is good! it's romantic.] She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. [i can get quite jealous.] Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter. [yes. part of the reason why i'm mostly late for appointments. i dont like it when people call me in the midst of my dressing up routine. this is a shout out to my parents.]
She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. [dont understand. i mean, care as in what?] She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. [true.i judge people by their character and behaviour after some hours spent with them. yes i judge.] If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and! go to t he next stop. [take a bus!?]
She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. [like, of course. if there are restraints keeping someone from his or her dream, then it's understandable. but a loser who is all big talk is not worthy of my time] Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only. [i dont like doing what other people tell me to do unless it's outta filial piety or i owe that person something.] She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there.[sometimes my room getx a tad too messy with clothes and postcards everywhere, and i try to avoid my room. but i get around to cleaning it when i have the mood. i dont mind pigstys. I will have the urge to clean it up esp if it's for a loved one. *grinx*] If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date. [1st impressions are most important for me.]
She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears.[yep i hate naggers and nagging] She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do. [yepx! i give people the respect they deserve. unless they dont respect me. like, who doesnt? and i will do almost anything for my loved one. as in all things legal and dignified. Lolx.]
She likes to help people and expect nothing in return.[depends on my mood. depends on what help is needed.if the person is a freeloader then no thanx. i just like helping people who deserve my help. not "people" in general.] If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. [yea esp if u're someone i expect to keep to his or her promises. there have been TONS of such people in my life. ] She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck". [maybe]
If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".
[REALLY? then why aren't the men knocking at my door?]
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Tuesday, November 2
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It has come to my attention that a certain someone has been copying my words from this blogsite [http://mikaeleia-dreams.blogspot.com] wholesale.
I believe there are copyright issues involved, so i shall SUE this person.
Copyright: Legal rights issued by the government protecting the artistic work (e.g a film, photograph, website, song, book etc) of a creator.
Copyright: Legal rights issued by the government protecting the artistic work (e.g a film, photograph, website, song, book etc) of a creator.
uh i think i dont have legal rights bah...
Copyright: Legal rights issued by the government protecting the artistic work (e.g a film, photograph, website, song, book etc) of a creator.
mmm..i think government dont know of my website so cant issue anything.
Copyright: Legal rights issued by the government protecting the artistic work (e.g a film, photograph, website, song, book etc) of a creator.
protect?? my ass.
Copyright: Legal rights issued by the government protecting the artistic work (e.g a film, photograph, website, song, book etc) of a creator.
artistic work? mmm..yes..indeed indeed... *proud/bhb/arrogant/all the synonyms of proud face*
Copyright: Legal rights issued by the government protecting the artistic work (e.g a film, photograph, website, song, book etc) of a creator.
of course i'm the creator lah!! den still got who? blogspot.com meh. zzzz.
after my long train of thought.... i decided that sueing the person is fruitless/useless/hopeless....because apparently, although i am the creator of an artistic work [small proud grin here] i have no legal rights by the government.
meaning... MY WORK IS FREE FOR ANYONE TO STEAL!??!
better put in smaller font.
my work is free for anyone to steal!?!??!?!?!
oh woe has befallen me. all my hard work, nights of noisy typing over my black keyboard... deciphering html codes by myself.. resulting in my eyes turning a different colour every month...I shall stop sighing over my misfortune. Instead, i shall reveal who that mysterious, insane copycat is!!
She is none other than AGNES HO HUI XIAN! otherwise known as gagnes to me since one hour ago. she really makes me gag.
See, we were chatting on MSN tonight, and the moment she msged me, she changed her nick to mine! But luckily, she decided to at least use some of her own words in her nick, or else, I confirm sue her ah!! oh but i have no legal rights. See her nick is this:
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:
[if blogger cannot publish the special fonts, it is: -=][PrinCesS MaxInE MikAeLeiA] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P -----Scabbed and detoxicated------ says:
and not only that, she instigated my other friend, Rachel Wong Rui Qi, an accomplice, to use my nick illegally! [but not raelly illegal also, no legal rights =( ] Here's Rachel's nick:
-=][?rInCesS ?ä??Ne MÌKae?eîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P ^^^mY pRiNcE tOrO^^^ says:
all the special fonts cant be seen, but it's the same as the above. And here's my nick:
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (REAL ONE) LOL GAGNES and LAYCHEL SUCKS [sorry no cure kiss then got cure] says:
the special fonts are -=]Princess maxine MikAeLeiA]=
so.
How Did I Know About the CopyCat's Doing?
The CopyCat Told Me Herself!
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:i paste ur one in my blog
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:Once again, I shall introduce the character of a phase in my life, 9 Jie Mei.
Ng Hui Yun --> our mother, we call her Yun Ma. she's motherly and caring but vulnerable too. sounds matured? Nah. she's quite childish, really. But I will never forget her love for Zhao Wei, F4 and 5566!!! ~%^!~*@&(!)#*@()#*@(#. OMG. [currently in TPJC]
Seah Siew Ping --> seriously very matured in looks and thinking. The one most clear-headed when giving advice. Most teachers love her cuz she's responsible and reliable. Oh they LOVE Hui Yun too. [currently in NYJC]
Letitia Poh Jia Juan [she changed her chinese name to Jia Xuan in sec 4] --> sporty, hot-tempered but lovable all the same. Letitia is a good friend, but has a temper. I remember she and Agnes.... tsk tsk. [currently in
Pamela Khoo Ai Ling --> my friend since primary 4, she was closer to Letitia and Siew Ping... takes the role of the cute one. Got one time me and her dont like each other!! LOL!!!!!!!! childish small farts. [currently in SRJC]
Lee Shih Jie --> now known as Val to her NYP mates. Used to have lotsa really bad rumours about
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:this 1
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:i paste everything lolz
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:oK ?/
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:hahaa
she got the cheek to laugh!!
[this is me]
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (REAL ONE) LOL GAGNES and LAYCHEL SUCKS [sorry no cure kiss then got cure] says:u idiot!!!
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (REAL ONE) LOL GAGNES and LAYCHEL SUCKS [sorry no cure kiss then got cure] says:copycat!*~
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (REAL ONE) LOL GAGNES and LAYCHEL SUCKS [sorry no cure kiss then got cure] says:hmph!!!!
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (REAL ONE) LOL GAGNES and LAYCHEL SUCKS [sorry no cure kiss then got cure] says:i shall go sue u!
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:lol
laughing some more!! infuriating.
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:no lor
yea well..actually..u're right.
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:it's not copyright
yea fine i know it's not copyright already!!
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (REAL ONE) LOL GAGNES and LAYCHEL SUCKS [sorry no cure kiss then got cure] says:it is!!!
arguing for the fun of it. to save my face.
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (FAKE ONE) [= LOL MAXINE SUCKS =P «·° † §©ªßbéĐ & dȱÖx¦¢À±ěĐ † °·» says:lol
she's snickering at me!!
-=][ΡŗĨńĈēśŞ ΜäχΐŃę MÌĶāěĿėîÃ] (REAL ONE) LOL GAGNES and LAYCHEL SUCKS [sorry no cure kiss then got cure] says:grrrr.
yeah. GRRR.
I guess I cant sue her.
I'm so sad.
My work has been copied...!!
In depression, I decided to write a poem. Being very unpoetic, it wont hurt to try my hand at poems...
*ahem*
Once upon a time
I had a blog
and it was copied
by a .....
ah start again.
*ahem*
I go a little bit crazy sometimes
I get a little bit out of control with my rhymes
I love myself
I .......
Ah forget it!!!
anyway the 1st 2 lines were from Eminem's Just Lose It.
I seriously am in love with Agnes Ho Hui Xian.
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this is a nicer [but not THAT nice] pic of me and syaz. we were slacking while it was raining, no filming could be done. In the Esplanade Library.
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Here's Junior. He was killed by a sudden turn in the weather, when it started raining hangers. A green hanger fell from out of no where, struck him on his tiny head and he fell instantly. The blow was fatal. Oh my poor baby.......
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this is a v ugly picture of me trying to make my face smaller. Syaz is in the background grinning like Cheshire.
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here he is sleeping like a baby.. but actually he's just posing. dont be fooled.
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this is Junior wearing his brand new red kimono which i bought for him at Bugis Street. He looks kinda sloppy in this picture cuz the kimono looks slightly too large for him. But he's damn cute in it. I hung the kimono in my extra wardrobe on a lingerie hanger. Along with his other tee shirt.
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does he look like The Dog? it was just a random shot. So cute right!?
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i decided to bestow lovely photogenic pictures of my precious baby, Junior. [whom i have not decided upon a middle name for him] yiting says that his nose and eyes are the same size. bleah!
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Monday, November 1
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today Eve, Yiting and Kelly came over to bake cookies. We had three packets of Double Chocolate Chunk and one packet of Chocolate Chip Betty Crocker ready made mix. We used mix cuz we were too lazy to go mix up all the flour, butter, egg and sugar stuff. I had completely no mood to bake cookies. was so sleepy, like no strength like that lolx.
So we mixed and all that. As usual, the 1st batch came out black as charcoal. and the next one. and the next one. We adjusted the heat and all..lol. No mood, the cookies will come out like shit. When the dough looks like shit, cookies will also look like shit. The only reason why it doesnt taste like shit is because it is Betty Crocker's mix.
Kelly and Eve began making heart shape cookies. Eve attempted to make a butterfly cookie for me but it turned out like a gingerbread man!! then she attempted to make a letter M for me, but it looked kinda..sausage-y. LOL.
Kelly looked like a huang lian po soon after. Her hair was tied up and she looked grimy. Like a typical housewife. *yum*
Anyway, i cancelled the date with Agnes and Shih jie, regretfully, cuz i was really tired after the baking. The last time i made cookies for Weiming, I started from scratch. Really a lot of effort put into it and luckily he liked it [he'd better, anyway]. But this time, I had no guy to motivate me to do a nice cookie batch lol so i guess naturally, I was so sianx. I was just there to provide the oven for Kelly and Eve to bake. LOL.
After they left around 630pm, I went straight to sleep. I was awakened by the dogs barking. Aunty Meeta and Delano were here. We had dinner together, with Lorenzo too. It's been so long since I last saw Lorenzo [not counting that time me and Dad sent laksa to their place]. He's changed. I'll never forget the times when we were young. We played together like all kids do. Claudia, Araxes, me, Lorenzo, Delano and Applonia [i still dunno how to spell her name man lolx]...
Dad kept calling Delano Brad Pitt. cuz he says Delano is as handsome as Brad. and i almost fainted. Not because Delano does not have the qualities to be Brad Pitt, he's cute in a way and even handsome, but not in the Brad Pitt way!! more in the Jeremy Sumpter way can?? Peter Pan.
Standing next to Delano and Lorenzo, I felt like one of the seven dwarfs in Snow White. They are so tall. Like, 1.8 plus!?
Ok fine i'm short.
Anyway, suddenly a thought struck me. Delano could be my male lead!! Shitx. But it's now too late. With Darren, we've already started filming. And it's not very possible to change male leads now because of the emotions involved, time spent and effort wasted.
But Delano is the most eligible. He has the cute, shy boy looks. Tall enough, and definitely eye candy. What's more, he's having his hols now!! Just nice his N levels over already. BUT.
Haix i regret regret regret. Why didn't I think harder and earlier of him!? As in, to be the male lead.
But never mind, the film project is now well underway. Darren is not bad either, he has reasonably good acting skills and can get along reasonably well with the rest of us. Besides, if I ever asked Delano, he mite not be able to make it and I would also feel damn pai seh because his mother is kinda good friends with my parents. And considering that we played together in childhood but not anymore... ah dunno. just feel that i would feel pai seh. So maybe it's better that we use Darren.
At least i dont know him at all before this.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:48:00 AM|
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compare Jeremy Sumpter and Delano below. looks alike right?!!? goodness gracious. that smile.
the angels they burn inside for us|12:43:00 AM|
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this is delano! not very photogenic here but he really looks better in real life. up front. urghhhxx. regret regret.
the angels they burn inside for us|12:41:00 AM|
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