Thursday, September 30
\\**//
I'm so tired...............
I spent like more than 10 hours on the computer already, Last night stayed in school till nine with Lihui and Rachel, finishing up our marketing, creativity and com and tech ICAs...from around 12 plus to 9
The com and tech one is damn scary, cuz the stupid comp will erase our photos for us, hang on us, cannot save, cannot burn bla bla bla. stupid laggard.
then when i went home i had to sit at my comp and burn stuff into the cd for the stupid project.
and then i asked Dion for his interview for the scriptwriting docu.
my eyes were burning like siao. and today when i woke up the eyes were all red. SOB.
now i'm STILL facing the computers for another 3 hours in com and tech.
preserve my eyes please.
but there's something to be happy about!! I'm going to Singapore Idol later!!!
WEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Christopher Michael Lee. Sylvester Sim. Daphne Khoo!!!!!!!
pictures. pictures.
ah i'm babbling.
When i went home I den sa
the angels they burn inside for us|9:15:00 AM|
+ + + + +
Monday, September 27
\\**//
weeeeeeeeeee...I am now in broadcast presentation...feeling hungry man.
Today i saw Sherwin for the 1st time. When i was coming back from the toilet to Food Junction, someone stuck out his hand and almost made me trip.
What a nice 1st impression.
I'm not sarcastic!! really.
And Sherwin has nice eyes.
Looks like a dog...er, maybe a puppy terrier?
I'm not sarcastic! i really mean it...
really. he has nice eyes.
the angels they burn inside for us|3:40:00 PM|
\\**//
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm in broadcast class now feeling hungry!* shall go grab something to eat.
I saw Sherwin for the 1st time today. When i was walking back from the toilet to Food Junction suddenly someone stuck out his hand and almost made me trip.
LOL what a nice 1st impression.
I'm not sarcastic!! hee.
Sherwin has really nice eyes.
He reminds me of a dog... maybe a puppy terrier?
I'm not sarcastic!!
I mean it he has really nice eyes.
yay~*
the angels they burn inside for us|3:37:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Sunday, September 26
\\**//
, 
the angels they burn inside for us|11:36:00 PM|
\\**//
I can remember this dream very vividly because I was drifting in and out of semi-consciousness at that time.
I retreated to bed at 415am this morning. My breathing was rapid and heavy because I was so tired. I listened to the sounds of my rhythmic breathing and fell asleep soon.
I remember opening my eyes slightly..because I felt a slightly ticklish sensation at my thighs... I remember moving my right hand down but then the ticklish sensation stopped. I drifted back to sleep.
I remember dreaming...
I was cutting out the pages for my code of ethics project...when suddenly i felt cockroaches lurking nearby. I was scared...in my dream i remember the previous night where I killed 3 cockroaches with Shieldtox in about one hour--they just crawled into the room where I was using the comp. [this really happened and I remember it in my dream]
Somehow I wasn't really asleep... suddenly I had this feeling that there was a cockroach on my bed.
This thought startled me and I immediately opened my eyes. Like there was a voice saying, "there's cockroach on your bed". I am very sensitive to the body shapes of cockroaches because I am always staying up into the wee hours of the morning, where cockroaches lurk. So whenever I walk around in my house I will look at the floor for dark, disgusting shapes of cockroaches. Anyway.
When I opened my eyes, I saw in the dark that there was a shadow of a cockroach... or maybe not shadow, it was the body of a cockroach on my pink heart shaped pillow!!! I was immediately awake. I sat up with a start, but not too hard, because I was afraid that the cockroach would fly and sudden movements would cause it to fly in my face.
I rolled out of bed, trying to keep my eyes on the cockroach. And I can't see properly, because it is dark, I am not wearing my contact lenses or spectacles... I was very disgusted because I suddenly remembered that maybe 2 hours ago, there was a crawling sensation on my thighs, upper thighs and inside my pyjamas!!! [i was wearing my tweety bird spag strapped tee and shorts]
I flipped on the lights and stared in stunned silence at the disgusting black cockroach crawling around on my bed. I hoped it wouldnt fly, so i leaned over and grabbed my spectacles, which was on the bed. The cockroach seemed to be lumbering and not crawling with ease or flying [thank god].
I strode briskly to my mother's room and stood over my mother. She opened one eye. [note: i didn't even have to wake her up]
"mummy...got cockroach on my bed!!!!" i wailed. I glanced at my dad but he didn't even stir.
We went back to my room. the cockroach had crawled to my bolster and went into hiding at the back of my bed. My mum went to fetch a roll of newspaper. I was disgusted.
Suddenly, the cockroach lumbered outta the back of my bed and stood on the wooden frame of my bed. My mother stood over it, took aim, and
BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the cockroach died in an instant.
Seriously!! it wasn't even wriggling on the floor like most cockroaches. and LUCKILY my darling mother was so smart. she aimed it at such precision that the cockroach fell off my wooden stand, and landed on the floor, but not on my precious blue fish rug!!!
my darling mother examined the spilled guts of the cockroach on the newspaper.
"aiyo, the cockroach is pregnant!! see the eggs?"
YUX!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD.
Some of its guts were splatted on the wooden bed stand. I was revolted.
My mother scooped up the now thin body of the cockroach onto the newspaper.
I spent some time examining the surroundings of my room. Turned over the blankets and pillows and bolsters with apprehension. I wondered, "why are there so many cockroaches in our house now?? I just killed 3 two nights ago...and now there's one on my bed!! crawling on me!!!"
I fell asleep after a while. Mind you, I only had like, 3 hours of sleep. Went to bed at 4am, awoke at 730am cuz of that damned cockroach.
Then i was awoken by the sound of my handphone at 11am plus. Miss Kelly Giang Shi Yu smsed me.
I was too lazy to reply. and too tired. Then, about half an hour later, Junior came scratching at my toes. I moved my toes away. He walked to my face and began scratching my hands. I opened my eyes again. I carried him up onto the bed. He scratched my tummy and sides and made me ticklish. He buried his face in my blankets. He began jumping around on me. I asked him what was wrong. He continued jumping around and yelping excitedly.
I closed my eyes and let him jump around. I still couldnt shake off the sensation of the stupid cockroach crawling on me.
Until now.
the angels they burn inside for us|4:11:00 PM|
\\*Tata Young*//
Here's to Syazwan. I understand that this is his all time favourite song... especially when i sing it with the intention of pissing him off. At first it pissed me off too, but then like months after it's release, i'm beginning to enjoy it! Good Golly!
Here goes!
(Chorus)
I pick all my skirts,to be a little too sexy.
Just like my thoughts, always get a bit naughty.
When i'm out with my girls, i always play a bit bitchy.
Can't change the way i am, Sexy naughty bitchy me!
Im the kind of girl the girls don't like.
Im the kind of girl boys emphasize.
Im the kind that your momma and your daddy would afraid to turn
out to be like.
I may seem Unapproachable,
But that is only for the boys who don't have
the right approach whose ride which makes a girl like me wanna hop in a roll.
Biggest Intimadating,when a girl is cool with her sexuality.
I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent.
(Chorus)
I pick all my skirts,to be a little too sexy.
Just like my thoughts, always get a bit naughty.
When i'm out with my girls, i always play a bit bitchy.
Can't change the way i am,Sexy naughty bitchy me!
(Chorus)
My mouth never takes a holiday
I always shock with the things I say
I was always the kid in school
who turned up to each class bout an hour late and
When it comes to the guys I'd lay,
I'd always pick the ones who won't figure out that
I was clearly rebel to the idea of monogamy
Biggest Intimadating,when a girl is cool with her sexuality.
I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent.
(Chorus)
I pick all my skirts,to be a little too sexy.
Just like my thoughts, always get a bit naughty.
When i'm out with my girls, i always play a bit bitchy.
Can't change the way i am,Sexy naughty bitchy me!
Sexy...Sexy...Sexy...Naughty...Naughty...Naughty...Bitchy...Bitchy...Bitchy Me..
Sexy...Sexy...Sexy...Naughty...Naughty...Naughty...Bitchy...Bitchy...Bitchy Me..
Biggest Intimadating,when a girl is cool with her sexuality.
I'm a 180 to the stereotype girls like staying home and being innocent.
(Chorus)
I pick all my skirts,to be a little too sexy.
Just like my thoughts, always get a bit naughty.
When i'm out with my girls, i always play a bit bitchy.
Can't change the way i am,Sexy naughty bitchy me!
(Chorus)
I like all of my shorts to be a little too shorty
Unlike all of my guys I like them tall with money
I love all of my nights to end a little bit nasty
Can't change the way I am Sexy Naughty Bitchy me
I...pick...my...skirts...to...be...Sexy!
Just...like...my...thoughts...a...bit...naughty!
When...i'm...out...with...my...girls...bitchy!
Can't change...I am, Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me!!
I added a little colour and some spice to the song...so that it doesn't seem like a normal lyric post. well maybe it still does lah. but anyway. this song rocks. [funny how i used to wince and grimace when it came on radio last time]
*anybody like me to sing? i can have different versions for u... got the Fat version which Syaz instructed me to sing to Eve..i know it was mean..but she's so open and cool abt it.*
the angels they burn inside for us|4:18:00 AM|
\\**//
my hand~ like, DUH.
the angels they burn inside for us|3:51:00 AM|
\\**//
go to this website please. for more obssessed picx.
the angels they burn inside for us|3:25:00 AM|
\\**//
chameleon in the background. i know i'm just being self obssessed here.
the angels they burn inside for us|3:24:00 AM|
\\**//
goodness.i now realise how messy my sisters' room is. i look like a cheshire cat.
the angels they burn inside for us|3:22:00 AM|
\\**//
dont you think i blend in with my home furnishings? [white brown white brown]
the angels they burn inside for us|3:19:00 AM|
\\**//
Had drama today. Didn't get any major roles for the alumni night production, which is probably good cuz i can still take part with lesser rehearsals! i have the role of being one of the "babes" at a club scene. and the production is a twisted Snow White dramady...i'm supposed to dance and be sexy. LOL.
after drama i went to meet Lihui and Rachel for projects... guess who i saw? when i walked into the fast food canteen i saw THAT GUY. geez. he was doing projects on his laptop with 3 other people. i was like, hmm.okae.
after awhile the cleaners wanted to clean our part of the canteen, so we had to move to the other side. that guy and his friends had already moved about half an hour earlier, cuz he was sitting further up where the cleaners wanted to clean first. We moved to the table next to his.
Lihui and Rachel were like, "that's the one ah?"
Lihui: wah why he looks so kiam pa one?
Rachel: what is kiam pa?
Lihui: kiam pa is looking for a fight or beating that kind.
Rachel: orh.. eee Maxine why you choose this kind..
Me: what mah.. Lihui! that time you say that smoker also like ah beng and kiam pa leh... is it i like this kinda guys? no lor i dont think he looks kiam pa. he looks like a boy.
Lihui: yah lor! eh why you like this kinda guys ah?
Me: i think they look like those shy kind leh...where got kiam pa.
Rachel: eeee....
anyway. they said i was grinning from ear to ear. dunno. suddenly felt very happy. cuz he kept looking over here. Lihui and Rachel kept asking me to do something but i just couldnt. I mean, what if he had a girlfriend or something. I wont do something to sia suay myself.
Throughout the hour that we sat literally opposite each other, it's like... yeah i admit i was sneaking glances at him, but when i looked at him he was like looking at me also lah! ehhh... dunno but feel a bit pai seh. cuz i know now for sure that he's noticed me.
I know i'll smile at him next time when i see him.
If i dare to look at him in the eye that is.
Hee.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:44:00 AM|
+ + + + +
Thursday, September 23
\\**//
yesterday i saw him when walking in from school...
he was with a group of his friends, lotsa guys and some girls. he was tagging behind the group.
The whole group was laughing away at some joke, but he had a sad, troubled expression on his face. During the short 2 seconds that i saw him, the expression has been registered in my mind for the past few hours <-.-">
So anyway, i was replying Kelly's sms when walking out of the underpass from the MR station. I saw him at around 100 m (i think) from the school entrance.
Yeah. then he looked damn sad and like with the group, yet not with the group kinda look lor...
=(
He has the most dazzling eyes.
the angels they burn inside for us|8:18:00 AM|
+ + + + +
Wednesday, September 22
\\**//
oh yay~* i finally can blog again!!
Know why? cuz my Internet Explorer has crashed completely. wahahahaha. My clever sister has figured out how to use MSN Explorer instead. so MSN Explorer has saved my life. I can blog now!! no more idiotic chinese characters in my blog due to virusy Micro Word or whatever.
Just wanna say... i'm so happy for Yvonne and her new found beau, Terence. He's her neighbour!! omg... everywhere around me there're couples... Kelly and Keith, Sharifah and Zul, now Yvonne and Terence! And my sister is infatuated with this guy called Aaron Ng. She dedicated her whole blog to him by blogging about him, day and night, 24/7. well not really.
But recently she said that he noticed her! and even went to talk to her and play with her scissors and stuff. Oh man. that's so like, sweet. i mean, should go read her blog. http://thebitchnextdoor.blogspot.com
yeah i'm helping you publicise your blog. so you can have more comments and ppl will read about my blog in the comments page.
btw, during lunch breka today, me and eve ate fruit. The guys started talking about why we dont wanna eat properly. I said cuz i think i'm not the correct body shape for me to be happy with.
and so Syazwan said, "if a guy comes along and says, 'she's skinny'" points to Kelly "she's skinny" points to Yiting "she's skinny" points to Eve "but you're perfect" points to me
I covered my face with the apple. That was the most touching thing i ever heard someone say to me in days.weeks.months!! Eve had to say, "if a guy says that to her she's gonna marry him"
hello? am i so easy? bleah.
but anyway. I was touched!
but still unconvinced. my fruity lunch has gone on for 2 days already. very well. shall continue.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:01:00 AM|
+ + + + +
Monday, September 20
\\**//
i don't understand why the blog turns out with all the funny characters in it when i publish it!! is it due to my comp's virus or blogger?? faint. so irritating. i can't read my own blog properly ...
the angels they burn inside for us|3:16:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Sunday, September 19
\\**//
I ate like a king today. Or rather, as I would very much prefer to believe, like a princess. Met up with Chrishirl and her sons Emmanuel and Eduard, and Aunty Shirley, Aunt Bibi, Uncle Heng, her son Shijie and her daughter WenXuan. Also kor Roger and his wife Katrina. We went to Keppel Club’s Chinese restaurant Kippo. Chrishirl ordered like siao!!
She just kept ordering and ordering. 5 bowls of sharks fin, 10 bowls of pigeon soup, 2 trays of siew mai, 2 trays of char siew pau and 2 trays of some other tim sum. Peking duck, 2 plates of sweet fish, one plate of char siew, one plate of broccoli and scallops, one plate of long beans, then 5 more bowls of sharks fin, one plate of e-mian. And perhaps some other dishes. For desserts, she ordered 10 glutinous sesame balls, 5 plates of mango pudding, 2 plates of nutty prawn balls, 1 bowl of almond paste and 10 bowls of Cheng Tng.
The bill came up to $313.80. I know cuz I was sitting next to her and I snuck a peek at the bill when it came.
Then we went swimming. I was ending my period but I thought I wouldn’t swim but go to the gym instead. So I didn’t bring my swimming stuff. But turned out that the water looked so inviting!! And Chrishirl brought extra bikinis too. I thought I couldn’t wear them cuz she is quite voluptuous and I am, quite flat. In fact, very flat.
She also gave me a tampon and a panty liner. I didn’t know how to put a tampon in.
She said, “twirl the string around your finger, sit on the toilet bowl and open your legs, breathe in and push the tampon in.”
I was like, “put into which hole?” She said, “the one where the blood comes out, obviously?”
Then I said, “I thought the blood came outta the menstruation hole?” Then she said, “It’s the bigger hole. The one where the man will put his penis in.” Araxes and I cracked up. The way she said it was so damn funny.
So I took the tampon, the panty liner and the bikini to the toilet to wear and stuff.
So I sat on the toilet bowl, and tried to put that thing in. OMG. The feeling was not pain, it was more like, “go in go in…” eek. Cannot go in lah!!
So I tried for like a few minutes. Finally it sorta went in. so uncomfortable lah!! Like got some thing stuck there. Yucks. And it felt kinda sore and pain below.
And the bikini made me look really flat~ lol… no padding. Wahahaha…and the bottom was kinda spacious but at least it wasn’t tight.
I swam about 12 laps, then went to soak in the Jacuzzi for a while, before it threatened to rain. I was worrying all the while that the tampon would drop out cuz it didn’t seem very secure below there. And like it was getting more and more painful in a sore way. I was beginning to regret ever putting it in.
Finally, I went to shower, and took the dreaded tampon out. I tried tugging it slightly, and winced. Eek… finally it just kinda slipped out. I will nto describe what it looked like but I’m just glad my period today was not on one of the heavy days.
I’ve become blacker after today’s swim.
I’ve also learnt how to put on a tampon. Don’t think I’ll ever try it again. Eek. Double eek.
P.S: of course it was a O.B tampon.
the angels they burn inside for us|9:47:00 PM|
\\**//
pathetic?
the angels they burn inside for us|9:47:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Friday, September 17
\\**//
I watched The Terminal 2 days ago with Syazwan, Kk, Keith, Kelly and Chin Teck. Was really a very intriguing show, funny and quite heart-wrenching at times. Kinda wanted to cry at some scenes, but then the next scene would be something funny and lame… I give it ***.5 / *****!! Yay~
I bought a pink and black Von Dutch skirt for SGD 19.90…and a pair of transparent pale pink ball earrings for SGD 5, cuz there was an offer, Kelly bought a hot pink pair of transparent earrings for SGD 5 too~ actually price was SGD 5.90 but buy 2 at SGD 10 lah!!
[I decided to use SGD instead of $ cuz it seems more professional, like my math very good… but actually it’s just a fallacy of cuz…I hate math, thus math not good. But surprisingly A Math and E Math got same grade for O levels, which was b3…ah anyway this is not the point =P]
So when I was buying the earrings, I had no money in my wallet cuz I had already bought the von Dutch skirt and I lent SGD 10 to Kelly…so I was like, “ask ur boyfriend to buy for you lah…” and gestured to…. Syazwan!! My seishii!! Oh faint.
He went, “I’m not her boyfriend!!” with a horrified expression on his face, while I went, “I don’t have a boyfriend!! He’s not my boyfriend!!” So the salesgirl, not knowing what horror she had caused us, went, “ohh…then ask ur friend to pay for you first, then you pay her back lah…”
Which was what I did. Hehx~ anyway Kelly still owe me SGD 10 so I can use that first hurhur~
Fast forward to today…
I went to see the fortune teller friend of Kk’s… here’s what he told me. Much of it is pleasing to the ear, but not sure if I believe it. Before he told us our fortunes, he said that we have the right to change our own fate, and it is up to us to turn the tables.
He said, I have the characteristics of a malay girl, although I am not malay. Well. He said that malays usually marry early, now at the age of 21. He said that I’ll go get engaged at ROM at 23, then hold the banquet at 26 or 27… lol at least not so bad. I don’t wanna marry so young!!
He said I’ll get married to either 1) a European [yay~imagine how my children will look like] or 2) a person who looks like a Khan or related to Khans… [was wondering how to Khans look like] I will have 3 children, either 2 boys and a girl or 2 girls and a boy. My daughters will behave exactly like me [yay!! I can doll them up like Princesses pretty in pink all day and they wont complain] but the boys will be hard to control, and therefore I will leave them to their dad. [dotx. They will just listen to me k]
And I must manage my finances well starting from now…[geez. No more impulse shopping for me] cannot rely on husband or boyfriend…[like of course lah…] I will be a career woman [yay~ just what I wanted] and be either a manager, or set up m y own business relating to food industry~ [yay!! My pink café will be set up bah] He said that if I don’t manage my finances well, my pitfalls will loom bigger in my life. If I manage it well then I will not have many pitfalls.
One of my major pitfalls is that I’ll have 2 broken marriages. LOL~
He said my eyes are my killer weapon. I hunt for guys who can challenge me. The greater the challenge, the better. The more they can offend me, the happier I feel. [er, don’t know if that’s true] Since I am hyper active and cannot sit still, I attract energetic guys. [wahahaha…] He stated examples like guys from Energy, K-One…[hahahaha… faint]
He said that I am like cat woman. The eyes. I either go for the extreme guys who are challenging, or the other extreme side, the weakest one. [don’t know what he mean by weak…] The challenge is quite true bah…I like to take up the challenge of hunting them. LOL~ He said that if the guy doesn’t entertain me or amuse me while we’re dating or in a relationship, I’ll get bored easily and that’s why I prefer energetic guys. I don’t mind Chinese, Malay or Indian guys. He said any type of guy will do for me, and that I’ll play games of my own with them, but if they’re not my type I will know from the start.
He said I’ll get 4 boyfriends from now till I get married, but only 2 are the ones I really love and it’s up to me to choose one. He also said that I have the character of a guy—don’t like embroidery or cooking. After doing those for awhile I’ll be sian. [then why do I like pink and princessy stuff?] but if I cook, I’ll do a very good job and many ppl will compliment [I certainly hope so] but if my mood is not there, I’ll anyhow cook. [wahahaha] he said my moods change from one extreme to the other.
I asked him when will I become thin.
He said I’ll become thin at 24. and that’s cuz I go for slimming program. [oh my god like, faint.] out of all the slimming centres in Singapore, I will only go to one of them. The best one cuz I only settle for the best and want the best. Also, I will pay for the treatments of the friends who accompany me.
So I asked, “does that mean I’m rich?”
He said he dunno.
If I’m not rich how I pay for my friend’s slimming prog?? Lol.
Overall, not bad lah. Dunno wanna believe or not. But he made me sound like a cat playing with mice when he described my life about love. Like I’m a lounging feline pawing the mouse and catching it by it’s tail………
When I told my mum, she went, “What kinda fortune teller is this?? Why he tell fortune like that one?? Don’t believe lah, not true.”
We’ll see. Who’s my first boyfriend from now? Oh he also mentioned something about dating a Malay guy who looks Chinese. Not kidding!!
the angels they burn inside for us|11:11:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Tuesday, September 14
\\**//
this was my dinner of beef steak yesterdae..see the pink cup?? wanted to take it home and put my pink cactus in it...lol.so nice right!! so luminous..
the angels they burn inside for us|10:51:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Saturday, September 11
\\**//
look at my lang bei face.oh god. here's us waiting for the prize presentation in LTD 4..look at my eye bags..omg..my concealer melted =( [geez i sound like a... disgusting self obessed bimbo. oh. but i am.]
the angels they burn inside for us|11:48:00 PM|
\\**//
dont i look so tired..... i know, just being self obsessed again..but realli very tired and brain not working [or maybe no brain] so do what bimbos do lor..
the angels they burn inside for us|11:43:00 PM|
\\**//
ah. damn damn tired.this was taken before i totally slumped down on my sofa and conked for 4 hours.
the angels they burn inside for us|11:40:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Thursday, September 9
\\**//
I have something to say about waxing. It really sucks without olive oil!!!
I did waxing on my legs just now. I did not do a good job. Some hairs cannot come out~!!! Omg. After doing the best I could, there was still some residue of wax on my legs and hands. Then, I went in search for the olive oil. But it always goes missing and I could not find it. Wax does not come off with soap and water. My mum was kind enough to tell me that I could use her bio essence facial oil or something. Felt a bit bad.
So I slathered bio essence oil all over my legs and on a small patch on my arm where the wax had gotten to. But the wax still could not come off!! I washed it like, 5 times with soap and water before and after I put the oil. Now my hands are relatively clean from the wax, but some parts are still waxy!!
My legs are the WORSE. My pyjamas keep sticking to the back of it. My legs get stuck to the chair, to the everything it contacts with. Omg.
I REGRET.
Did not wax properly. There’s still some patches of hair in some places. =(
I need someone strong to do for me. Last time there was still Josy who help me pull the wax strip. [yeah that’s how close we were] and he always does it to make me wince and to tease.
one...two...three...!! And he only pull abit, not the whole strip.
Wahlau, u can pull properly not!! A disgruntled me half laughs half scolds.
okok. Ready?? one…two… .....then I’m not even prepared he go and pull!!!!
wei u idiot!! Very pain u know!! A more pissed off me scolds.
He laughs and mocks me. Aww … very pain har.. while continuing to paste the wax strip on my leg. Suddenly he pulls!!
Faint.
But no choice, he got some strength which gives a good wax!!
Now I am alone.
I donot trust my mum to do it and anyway she don’t dare!
mummy, can help me wax my legs?
ee, donot ask me to do such a disgusting thing please. She will say
Neither do I trust my two sisters.
When they saw me doing todae, they went, why u never do brazillian wax??
My mum went, yeah, go wax down there lah!
I went, -.-…. Not ready. Few more years still got possibility,
Araxes went, you wax for what, also nobody see,
SOB. Must she remind me of my lonely status. Boo hoo hoo.
I went, I like cannot meh, zzz.
Anyway anyway. The stupid wax is still stuck on my legs!!!! Argh.
Moral of the experience/ Lesson Learnt: never wax your anything unprofessionally without olive oil.
the angels they burn inside for us|11:24:00 PM|
\\**//
weeeeee
the angels they burn inside for us|12:58:00 AM|
\\**//
not a real family portrait though. just a rough intro. LOL.
the angels they burn inside for us|12:44:00 AM|
+ + + + +
Wednesday, September 8
\\**//
hah.
I LOVE IKEA catalogues. The 2005 one is out already! I browsed through it. So Damn nice lor! I wan my living room to be painted white.. then I’ll put a hot pink sofa, hot pink floor mats/rugs, glass table with pink tissue box, a pink lamp shade… pure white throw pillows on the hot pink sofa… eh what else. Surround sound hi-fi, some big plasma television…DVD/VCD/VCR/LCD whatever high-tech junk they invent in the future…blah. perhaps an aquarium with pink glass pebbles and a pink fish… what fish is pink huh. Don’t know now, but maybe my husband, who might be interested in rearing tropical fish might know of a pink fish somewhere. Some fish which is like an Oscar fish…but just that it has pink spots and doesn’t bite. [or if I don’t have a husband next time {oh god.}, then I’ll share a flat with my girlfriend who will know how to rear pink fish]
Then… I’ll have a nice white cd-rack with some cds in it in one corner. Near the window, there will be a white shelf… there’ll be photos of me and my husband and maybe child [or if I don’t have a husband {oh god.} there will be pictures of me and my girlfriends on girl’s night out and blah blah BLEAH!!] what else should there be in the living room? Oh! There should be a full-length mirror framed hot pink, so that before going out, I can check out my reflection for any flaws in dressing. This will help a lot. Imagine if I’m going for an interview? I wanna give the BESTEST impression. Imagine if I’m going on a date? [if I have no husband {oh god.}] I wanna give the FLAWLESS make up and STYLISH sense of dressing.
Thus are the benefits of a full length mirror in one’s living room.
Should I be staying in a big terrace house or in an apartment? If I am staying in an apartment, I will have a balcony. This balcony will provide specially for smokers! It will be next to be living room, but not visible.
Because there will be pink curtains covering it! If one draws the semi-transparent curtains away, one will see a spotless glass. [this is because either my maid or my husband will wipe all glass surfaces in the house twice a month or more if required due to haze and whatever social conditions]
Coming back to the smoker’s balcony. Hmmm… Since smoking is not permitted in other parts of the house, the smoker must be entertained. There will be another fish aquarium in the balcony! The smoker can look at fish while enjoying his sucks of death. [read: cigarette] the fish can be of any colour. He can also enjoy the scenery, of course. The scenery outside my apartment or house or whatever will be a swimming pool. This might not be possible. [aiyah, let me fantasise about dream house cannot meh] IF there is a swimming pool, there will not be bikini babes unless 1) if I’m living with my girlfriend(s), there’s a pool party, 2) I’m living with my husband and what if my husband is a smoker??
There will be rugs [beige?] in my balcony of course. My balcony will have pebbles and stones. On the floor. Those grainy floor type balconies. There will be potted plants. Hanging plants. Whatever. My mother will help me take care of them. How do I know? 1) if I’m living with my girlfriend(s), she will worry about me constantly and come over and ta-da, help me care for my plants. 2) If I’m living with my husband, she will worry constantly and buy products for living properly, and ta-da, help me care for my plants. She will also worry whether we’re making babies [which is so NOT my mother but aiya, I like to fantasise about how my mother will be like in future cannot meh] like typical mother-in-laws do.
My balcony will have a small dining glass table in another corner for candlelight dinners… the table will be high, the chairs also. This is for 1) if I’m living with my girlfriend(s) I might turn lesbian and decide to date one of them. 2) if I’m living with hubby can use for romantic nights. My balcony will be neutral colour, so as not to attract bees or whatever to my plants. Oh but bees will be attracted to pollen. Ah whatever. It’ll just be neutral coloured.
Oh yes! There’ll be a hot pink clock in the living room. And one in the balcony. And one in every room of my house. So that I will not be late.
Ah. I’m exhausted. Can’t fantasise anymore about my dream house. My bedroom must be perfect so I need more awake brain cells for it.
Next time.
the angels they burn inside for us|8:41:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Tuesday, September 7
\\**//
guess what. I was just walking behind him today lor. Chatting animatedly to Li Hui after group discussion and was going home. Suddenly I saw a very familiar pure white and lime green bag in front of me. That familiar mane of hair. DANGZ.
I had a shock. But I recovered in ? a second.
And I finally knew where that smelly smell was coming from. It was coming from him!! Well not really. But from the cigarette he held in his right hand? And he was blowing the smoke BACK. At ME. Haix. Had to ren the stupid 2nd hand smoking for awhile till we reached the MRT station.
He was still smsing with his blue Nokia handphone. After the 5 minute observance I made, Li Hui and I came to the conclusion that he was rich. Or rather, he dressed rich. Nice faded denims, Nike dri-fit shirt I think, but the shirt definitely SCREAMS “I’m worth at least 50—100 dollars!!”, nice mango bag. Nicely scruffed faded red shoes. I also made the observance that he has a girlfriend cuz he kept smsing. Guys who keep smsing usually have a girlfriend.
Li Hui said he looks like the sort who don’t have a girlfriend. I went, “Why? Cuz he looks like a typical slacker ah beng?” quoting the comments of my friends on him. She said, “Yeah, looks like he can’t be bothered about girlfriend that kind,” lol. This is bad. But it’s ok!! Haha~
Just some eye candy.
“With long hair, big nose and look like Malay but also look like Chinese,”
Shut up Syazwan. He does not have a big nose. And Yiting, he does not look like Jaycee Chan. But yes, Li Hui, he does have nice attractive eyes.
Too bad. He smokes. AND blew smoke in my face. Yux. Off you go, tar-ry lunged guy. Off to the land of lung cancer and pesticide inhaling.
the angels they burn inside for us|8:12:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Saturday, September 4
\\**//
I realised a few days ago that Sylvester Sim was actually Agnes fren, Sly. She tot he was quite good looking and told me that time.. no wonder she said Sly was gonna join SI. And no wonder when watching that time I saw one of the banners got his band Lze Fier or something.. reminded me of J-rock and that time Agnes sent me the song he sang, a cover of The Darkness, I believe in a thing called love. … the file title was Lze Fier. And I still thought he did a good job of it. Hahx too bad he didn’t get in~
I feel like putting here about what Agnes told me, that her cousin Florence Lians PUB bills are 1000 + every month. So damn rich huh~
When I told my dad about my broadcast thingy, I asked him where I should report from. He said from the top of Westin Hotel. I went, “okay.. but is it better for me to report from Kalimantan Indonesia?” He said, “why go so far for?” me and my mother exchanged looks. I said cuz the haze started from Indonesia so it’s better that I go there? Then he said, “Who’s going with you?” I said, “myself lor, only need one reporter to report what~” My mother was um-chioing.
Then he said, “No lah, don’t go Indonesia, so dangerous and expensive,”
Then it finally dawned on me that he thought I was really going Indonesia to report!! Omg faint. So I said, “aiyah even if I go also Channel News Asia sponsor,” LOL
When I left the kitchen my mum explained to him. Then I heard him say, “wah make a fool out of me ah both of you,”
Now I finally know where my bimbo-ness came from. It’s all in the genes.
the angels they burn inside for us|11:35:00 PM|
+ + + + +
Thursday, September 2
\\**//
I just watched Singapore Idol.
Last week I guessed correctly and all 3 were in. This week, Daphne Khoo and Christopher Michael Lee got in!! and I think the other girl was just there to fill the place of the remaining place in the top 3.
Daphne rockx. She got big teeth but I love her voice. Very sweet and girly..
I love Christopher Michael Lee cuz he has this really boyish grin and white teeth~ so cute lor.! His voice is like damn nice also. Yay rock on. Araxes says she likes his skin. Yeah his skin damn tan and nice too. Nice package of SI.
I like that Sylvester sim or something. The way he grinned at the cam after ken said he never smile is so cartoon. But he didn’t get in so too bad~ he's Agnes's fren from J-rock!
Shan’t gush anymore. Gotta do project.
the angels they burn inside for us|10:44:00 PM|
\\**//
Junior urinated on my foot 15 minutes ago.
Yes. That idiotic dog. Haix but cannot blame him. When I was exercising, he kept wanting to play with me. He kept biting my hair!! But nevermind, since it was a good hair day, I just let him bite. I guess he was pissed cuz I didn’t play enough with him.
He’s like so damn cute!! He can mimick my positions lor. When I’m doing push ups he stretch his teeny paws out and his butt in the air.
Anyway. I was chatting online just now, and he woke up. He walked around the house for awhile, sniffed my leg, and promptly urined on my foot!!! How could this be. That nottie dog.
I smacked him on his smelly butt.
the angels they burn inside for us|1:48:00 PM|
+ + + + +
